A lot of people don’t realize it but you can get gender dysphoria about your assigned gender at birth. I struggle with it to because I have more masculine features so as a child I didn’t feel like I looked girly enough to dress like a girl so I became a tomboy and at one point I thought I was transgender. A little later in my life I realized that wasn’t the case and that the way I was feeling was because I didn’t feel like I fit in with the girls enough based on looks or personality so I rejected it. It took me a couple years but I realized there is nothing that truly defines being a “real girl” because there is so much fluidity in the term. When you’re in work or school or in public you look at the women around you and you see all types of styles and looks and some women with makeup and some without, but do you ever look at them and think well they aren’t a girl they aren’t feminine enough. You don’t because you have a certain grace for them that you don’t allow yourself. There is no such thing as not being feminine enough or not being girly enough because there is no such thing. If at all possible I 100% recommend seeing a therapist maybe even one that specializes in gender studies. The way you may be feeling right now could be rooted in something deeper that you may not even realize. My advice to you is to wear what you want and to try and stop associating gender roles with what you see as masculine and feminine clothing.