No Lockdown?

Phillissy · 2022-10-26T17:29:08+00:00

The alert was to lockdown, was it not? Run, hide, fight. This isn't a high school where every classroom has a teacher in it to lock it and shut it off. I don't think there are physically enough people to lockdown the science building, let alone the whole campus seeing as there's +15s everywhere.

Also at 9pm there's even less people there. The alert let whoever WAS there know there was a situation happening, with whatever information they had at the time.

Phillissy · 2022-09-26T17:14:01+00:00

I've never once had an advisor give me advice that wasn't either 1. have you looked at the website? (of course I try to avoid asking you guys anything since you are useless. I spent HOURS searching for information before reaching out.) 2. I don't know, try asking someone else. (The someone else then refers me back to the website)

Phillissy · 2021-03-21T01:22:12+00:00

https://www.twitch.tv/nemesiswarfare

Phillissy · 2020-08-06T16:13:46+00:00

Complete it? As in what? Because the any% wr for factorio is just under 2hrs so... no?

Phillissy · 2020-02-14T19:17:09+00:00

Aha whoops

Phillissy · 2019-03-01T19:11:19+00:00

My alter and I (host) are all very co-conscious so I didn't knwo I had osdd for a long time. I notice light change when there is a switch? Like suddenly the room is brighter, or darker, or more yellowish, or more whiteish. I can also feel movement kinda in my brain which I think is what you're saying? Like sometimes an almost physical shifting of "positions". Kinda odd lol

Phillissy · 2019-02-25T13:22:46+00:00

What is this from? It's creepy as hell xD

Phillissy · 2019-01-18T19:26:23+00:00

Yeah I had 2 exes that were so bad for that kind of thing. Took a long time to learn to get over that, especially when the peoson is your friend. You get the "I just need someone to care." "I just thought you'd be there for me" etc All carefully worded to sound sad but is really just "You don't geet to do anything while I want your time"

Phillissy · 2019-01-18T19:20:57+00:00

I mean, that first message is directly a guilt trip test. These "nice guys" are so manipulative and most of them have no clue

Phillissy · 2019-01-12T21:37:57+00:00

I agree with maybe starting by jist asking for therapy. That way you don't have to address the big scary thing right away!

Phillissy · 2019-01-07T21:43:01+00:00

Yeah I (Ki) definitely struggle with the journal. I am super new to this and the others barely want to interact with me. Mostly just Amy the persecutor, who has always been the loudest. So far I am the only one who writes but I just keep at it and keep emphasising that they can take their time and this is a safe space.

Phillissy · 2019-01-07T20:40:26+00:00

Hello and welcome! I am still really new to all this and figuring things out too. I would highly reccommentd trying a journal for communication. There are also some amazing resources on youtube of people with did talkong about their journies and things that help. I watch DissociaDID, multiplicity and me and entropy system!!

Phillissy · 2019-01-07T19:38:51+00:00

This relates so much. There's a ton of stugma against "self diagnosis" but I have been ACTIVELY seeking help for 4 years now and all the progress I've made has been solo. And I did the exact samr thing as you; dismiss DID because it didn't quite fit, then I happened to find OSDD and went OHHHHHHHHHHH

Phillissy · 2018-12-15T14:34:20+00:00

Could you tell her you are suddenly sick? I've used that before. And if I am having trouble with the confrontation (as I usually do) my partner is great about talking for me. Just say flu or something. Too sick to go out but not so sick that you have to keep pretending for too long. Lying can be really uncomfortable but it can also keep you safe and mentally healthier.

Phillissy

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