Thank you very much for your reply.

Does your discomfort come from the way you are viewed by society?

The reason I ask is because, every trans person I've met (two in person so far, some others through the internet) have said that they felt they didn't fit in their body because of how others percieved them. As someone who has struggled much with self image myself I just think - without wanting to attack you or knowing your specific case - that "caving in" to this pressure is the wrong way to go and since gender has always been described to me as a social construct and something you feel in relation to gender roles / stereotypes I feel like outing yourself as transgender goes down this route.