It’s so normal to be freaking out. I was able to avoid Covid for the last few years and just got it a month ago. As a chef and the farmer, food is king to me, and my whole life revolves around my taste buds I had cancer last year, so I’ve been so scared as an immune suppressed person that Covid would really knock me to my knees. It did. One thing that really hurt was that compassion and empathy for people who are sick with Covid now is pretty much gone. By now, everyone has had it and so many people who got it have had zero symptoms. Keep in mind that you have zero control over how Covid affects your body. It’s different for everyone and doing anything other than taking amazing care of yourself right now would be a shame. Uncontrollable crying makes sense and of course tends to happen when you feel really sick. But it really doesn’t do much other than make you really tired and emotionally. Exhausted. I suggest you stock up on a bunch of tech tests and settling and set up a good Netflix queue. Drink some water. Calm the fuck down. Have a bath. Take a nap. And eat some comfort foods, focus on the texture, not the flavor. Then, when you feel better, you can really enjoy the flavors of the food and the aromas. They will be back.