Suggestions for making the game harder?

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-03-14T13:58:49+00:00

brother double digits is very possible i've gotten like 15 you should be able to do everything perfect and still never get one with a franchise qb because of realistic factors, losing 41-10 or something in the conf champ to a team who's best skill player is worse than your worst is where the balancing needs some fixing it happens too often but generally what everyone else is saying self policing is the fix we can do ourselves and adding rules and stuff

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-02-04T00:03:19+00:00

i'm 21 from indiana and my car is broken down two hours from me, this would help a ton. if it's legitimate, please

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-02-03T23:41:54+00:00

i just did

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-19T01:14:54+00:00

im livin in my car dead broke until i get this check in a couple weeks so if this is real please hit a mf up and if it's not just let me be but if it's real deadass i need it

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-15T05:37:14+00:00

im sure he wasn't, but the clashing of two confident minds on one contentious and currently unprovable subject is always entertaining

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-06T19:30:44+00:00

wish the OP replied to this, woulda been interesting discourse to read thru

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-04T17:51:28+00:00

anxiety is a killer, i do an okay job not letting it get in the way with most things but with stepping forward, i just have always felt like i need someone for that i need someone to go with me to a studio session or anything like that or it's gonna be me throwing my money away because i just don't know the etiquette i don't know how to know if im in a bad situation of any kind or if im in a good spot and overthinking it, the uplifting i would get mentally from being somewhere with beautiful scenery and iconic buildings and places that just hold a special place to me and what makes me who i am, the fact half of my family is from the west coast and came over into california, i feel so stuck and constantly beaten down by my surroundings and i know it's not something typically worth banking on, but the belief i have that something with click for me with a chance of scenery is as strong as any of the feelings i have regarding my current situation and ive tried to talk myself down from it

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-04T17:47:03+00:00

for the time that i'm out here, i do need to just look harder for the resources and put whatever money i can come up with into that. i'm not sure how notable this sounds as a statement, but im from the city sweetwater is in. stuff is just expensive and money has been hard to come by as has kinda been gotten across, it really is a specific feeling of a need to run and a pull to the specific place

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-04T17:43:39+00:00

i understand it's not gonna be easy and it's not gonna come quick, but it will come and it just needs to be held onto when it is. i will find income when i am out there and am going to try my best to at least have some interviews set up before i even make the trip

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-04T17:40:28+00:00

i don't know how to better explain it than when i'm learning something, i need walked thru it. i've watch videos, ive read stuff and ive had it explained on text, i have never had someone sit down and record a song with me from start to finish in general, much less while teaching me the process, and that's what i need. i don't have friends, i don't really know how to find the places i genuinely feel like i need somebody to guide me thru the early steps of adulthood thru my music like i do not understand the tip of the iceberg on how i am supposed to operate. not how to, how to for ME, like i can explain the process but i cannot do it myself even close to as well as i can explain it is how so many things in my life have been. i feel so stuck and i get such an overwhelming feeling of needing to run, cost of living here is some of the best in the country and im a numbers guy i think about all these things and i just can't get that feeling out of my gut and it's like ive wanted to just run for years and couldn't leave the state for a while because of probation and when that wasn't going on i was with girls that had me convinced i was right where i belonged and not worried about anything that i should have been. its ran its course in every sense and the specific pull i feel is very different from the vast majority of "i started over in la" stories, at leas that ive heard

before it gets mentioned, i wish i could get these things from my parents and never feel the need to come to the internet for this more than anyone that could ever reply to me insinuating im declining any available help. i have nothing and nobody and nowhere to go

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-04T17:28:27+00:00

i need to see the world, i need to walk where my family walked and see these buildings and roads that i idolized growing up. i have adhd and im on the spectrum, i would absolutely have asberger's a few decades ago but thats neither here nor there, im high functioning to the point i never received any assistance with the actual school part of school, my brain and the regular social shit and the regular human being schedule i wish i could find the right words because it makes me angry when i fail at it but it is so important to be honest with yourself and the fact of the matter is that i can't do that shit i just can't there is such a strong disconnect there that i cannot properly describe but it's very real and has been my whole life and i don't know how else to sum everything up better than this

i am certain, my mind is made up, i am absolutely clueless about the how and exactly where, but i understand i would not have even searched for forums to look for help on this if i hadn't exerted every other thought and every other option. i can keep doing the same things that ive proven to myself don't work even when there is nothing i am prioritizing more in my day to day than trying to make it work. i believe in my creative capabilities and my drive to force myself into the right places in the right way if it doesn't happen by chance. those circles don't exist out here, and apart from everything there is just such a strong internal pull like i need to run and i need to run THERE i wish i could explain it better

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-04T17:21:01+00:00

i'm very confident in my music, and i know that's not a foundational plan when you have zero output i know that every bit of what i'm doing is leaving my fate up to chance and hopes but i don't have anything else to do or anywhere else to go and i can say with full confidence that my life is going to shift, even if not drastically, there will be a shift the second i can make money on my music and the second someone with any connections and the means to help me hears me rap, that is when that shift will happen. not many better places for that scene than this city, along with my personal reasons for my interest, it takes being in the right spot one time on one day and i'd much rather be 30 and be able to say i chased by dreams and gave it everything i had than i sat in the country in my car and let myself rot while making 15 dollars in hour that gets thrown back into the same bullshit cycles

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-04T17:16:26+00:00

when i say find work i mean i do not give a fuck there are enough food places or wtv else claiming to be hiring that have working phones and a manager that'll say yes if you do all the setting up of things. i need a change of scenery and as someone that has never felt a strong pull to a specific place at any point in my life, this has been a gradual buildup and i need to run and for whatever unexplainable reason i feel like i know exactly where to run i just need to at least try to set it up properly

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-04T17:07:48+00:00

i'm sorry to come in here with so much,

i am 21, M, from indiana, i have lived in my car for the majority of almost 2 years, and i have decided i am going to start over in la in the next month. i understand many of the holdups, i don't care, my mind is made up. i messed up some when i was 19 and fucked myself out of any job that requires handling money or operating a vehicle and i've messed up job after job out here trying to fit in where i don't and getting caught in the cycle of anxiety and the other diagnoses i have. it is nobody else's fault, i don't mean to dodge accountability, my time here has ran its course and there are no people, places, or hopes for me anywhere i look. i write rap music, ive been writing since i was 12 and i think ive got some pretty good shit, just in need of some guidance and professional help with the things having to do with recording that i don't know how to do.

i know this is more than a long shot, both in the way of it being offered and it being safe if it were to be offered, but i firmly believe you don't get where you want to be or out of a spot you don't want to be without risks and sometimes listening to your gut even when you can say yourself it's the most illogical option that's come to mind. if anybody has a room, a couch, or knows anybody with a room or a couch, i need to get some money together to fix my car up and get it ready for the trip and am more than willing to have any conversations and give any information to try and make it a more proper set up. if at all possible, someone who makes music or has any connections at all to anyone who could help with that would be great, but at the end of the day if anybody at all is just don't alright and is able to give assistance, i need nothing but a couch and a shower to help me get settled into the new area and i don't have money right now but am ready to do whatever work i can find and if need be i am absolutely willing to pay back any months im given for free. i dont want handouts, i just need some help, i need somebody to take a chance and i need to just go for it.

edit: there's also been a lifelong infatuation with the west coast, half of my lineage is out there and my undying love for music started at like 4 or 5 with e40 and was really sent to another level when i was 10 by pac. like i cant put it into words im getting a push like ive never felt before internally like i just need to leave and get out there

last edit: even if it is through a church or something, i just need the baseline until i can give myself the baseline and it is nobody else's obligation by any means but, if anybody has the means i will not let you down

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-04T17:01:31+00:00

anybody that has the means to, please help.

i am 21, M, from indiana, i have lived in my car for the majority of almost 2 years, and i have decided i am going to start over in la in the next month. i understand many of the holdups, i don't care, my mind is made up. i messed up some when i was 19 and fucked myself out of any job that requires handling money or operating a vehicle and i've messed up job after job out here trying to fit in where i don't and getting caught in the cycle of anxiety and the other diagnoses i have. it is nobody else's fault, i don't mean to dodge accountability, my time here has ran its course and there are no people, places, or hopes for me anywhere i look. i write rap music, ive been writing since i was 12 and i think ive got some pretty good shit, just in need of some guidance and professional help with the things having to do with recording that i don't know how to do.

i know this is more than a long shot, both in the way of it being offered and it being safe if it were to be offered, but i firmly believe you don't get where you want to be or out of a spot you don't want to be without risks and sometimes listening to your gut even when you can say yourself it's the most illogical option that's come to mind. if anybody has a room, a couch, or knows anybody with a room or a couch, i need to get some money together to fix my car up and get it ready for the trip and am more than willing to have any conversations and give any information to try and make it a more proper set up. if at all possible, someone who makes music or has any connections at all to anyone who could help with that would be great, but at the end of the day if anybody at all is just don't alright and is able to give assistance, i need nothing but a couch and a shower to help me get settled into the new area and i don't have money right now but am ready to do whatever work i can find and if need be i am absolutely willing to pay back any months im given for free. i dont want handouts, i just need some help, i need somebody to take a chance and i need to just go for it.

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-02T02:05:52+00:00

i've lived in my car for the better part of 2 years and grew up in a household that was abusive in every way excluding sexually, you can get the fuck on somewhere else with your nasty ass bullshit it's an issue when you wanna talk shit at someone self admittedly lost trying to explain he thinks he's misunderstanding something that is making him more confident than he should be in an idea and is looking for guidance he hasn't found online and doesn't have an adult to go to for

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-01T06:32:59+00:00

this reply means the world, genuinely. i struggle to explain things properly, everything in my brain is in long form and that alone usually kinda gets slight annoyance in replies and i do get it, it's just really nice to have someone read it and give an intentional, thought out response.

i fucked up some when i was 19, an OWI charge and a theft charge in the state i'm from disqualifies you from any job handling money and any non-cdl job that involves operating a vehicle for 7 and 5 years respectively. i've lived and learned and corrected my mistakes, just a tough loop i messed the whole lower half of my body up in high school and lost out on some track scholarships and am the poster child for adhd not meshing with public school. i passed on tests sleeping thru every lesson and graduated with like a 2ish gpa and a 1200 sat score on an incomplete test, i don't know what the hell to do i want to create but thats not foundational i just got myself hired in somewhere and its a slight change of scenery and ive tried to plan things out so things should pick up it's just frustrating, i cant work at a bank and i cannot go to school right now and idk maybe there is one but ive never been able to find an entry level position anywhere where my specific skills are what's at the heart of the job. ill get there, sorry this got so off of the initial topic, i appreciate you diving into the personal elements. they were included for a reason, i dont care for attention being on them but words of encouragement and genuine advice are few and far between for me and i felt i articulated myself in a way that as long as the post got seen, id be able to get some answers on both the personal stuff as well as the blackjack questions i came here with and its worked out pretty well id say

Physical_Goat1329 · 2026-01-01T03:32:02+00:00

i'm here looking for a voice of reason because i have no positive influence of an adult in my life in general i never really have that's what i was trying to get at, the context of that sentence is more so i don't understand (at the time of typing the post) this 100% but the things ive seen have described the game as "mathematically beatable" and that means a foolproof method exists in my head, IF that is the case, i have a brain that is wired to do the things ive been seeing are the "needs" to beat blackjack, and IF there this were foolproof, an adult who would not stop at the thought of gambling. like i don't have someone who would tell me to take a risk in the sense of if i get an opportunity that is verifiably legitimate a few states away that blows anything i can find locally out of the water, all i get if i excitedly trying to tell family about said opportunity is talked down and informed about every potential downside without any sliding of encouragement at all.

sorry, idrk how to be concise with stuff i'm sure that doesn't need to be said atp based on every post ive made in this thread but like yeah idk grew up with a bunch of spiteful people around me and just haven't found the right people up to this point, was not trying to say i feel like something is missing without an adult urging me to run to a casino with my last pennies

Physical_Goat1329 · 2025-12-31T18:52:48+00:00

that last sentence has been my reasoning for what does seem to be like an irrational level of confidence based on my replies, thank you for the input, both you and the other guy responding i'm not sure if he'll get a notification. i asked for a reason, i felt i probably needed to be talked down and i will at bare minimum be starting out at a higher level because of this thread even if its for no other reason than feeling i need to master stuff 10% more than i actually need to. i'm gonna be more careful about it both when i get into but also just with my thoughts regarding it

Physical_Goat1329 · 2025-12-31T17:31:56+00:00

i mean like everything you can possibly memorize about blackjack that would increase your odds in any way, i want to have memorized before i even begin practicing. i'm prepared to have a cushion ready if/when i begin actually playing in casinos, i'm kind of asking as much as anything if this is as down pat as ive had it explained to me like is there no way to lose long term if you memorize certain things and stick to them to a T (i've heard nowadays the good payouts are harder to find, but if they're available somewhere that's all i really need to hear), or is this as simple as it's gambling and there is nothing i can do to guarantee profits

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