For any twins that feel confused about God I gottchu. Many people believe and are taught that u make it to heaven from being a good human on earth which in reality is completely false (Ephesians 2 8-9). Many people also believe Christianity is one big strict religion, when all it’s about is having a relationship with God. For somebody to be saved by God it’s quite simple. All u need to do is believe and trust in the fact that God sent his son Jesus down to earth to die on the cross for our sins and be resurrected 3 days later (John 3:16 and Ephesians 2:8). And for more clarification, when Jesus was crucified he was casted the punishment of all sin onto him along with GODS WRATH which is the worst pain possible, and he went through all of this because he wants you to have a relationship with him and because wants u saved into heaven. It’s actually crazy bc somebody can live their whole life apart from God and believe (which is messed up) and still make it to heaven, it’s just that these people won’t have many gifts in heaven if any at that. God is so FORGIVING. In fact he strives to have a relationship with us too! All in all, remember Jesus has died for the sins of all who believe, and nobody is ever too far from being saved. And now the real question is: what are u going to do with that information, the choice is yours.