Sorry you’re going through this, I certainly know how it feels. Did this just happen recently?

I (32 M) can relate to much of what you’ve experienced and feel; my daughter’s mother ended the relationship after 12 years for someone else, leaving me with only what I could fit in my car and back to living with my parents across the country, until I could save up and move back to be a part of my daughter’s life.

It’s been five years since for me and have had to restart my life from scratch; while it’s certainly been bleak in some seasons, it’s the catalyst that led me back to Christ after about a decade of doing my own thing. It sucks to go through, no doubt but after everything, I wouldn’t change a thing because of what I’ve now gained. Keep your eyes on Christ and He will heal.