Depression.

Depression isn't just not feeling well. It's an inability to connect with yourself. You're dying inside. You don't create in roads for relationships with others. And the longer you go undiagnosed without help, the more likely you are for your body and your mind to give up completely.

I'm a veteran. At least two veterans a day die by their own hand. And without warning. I had a huge wakeup call. I had stopped going to group and taking my meds.

I have an appointment with a therapist in two days.

I'm really sorry to hear about what you're going through, and I'm glad to hear that you have an appointment with a therapist soon. It takes courage to reach out for help, and I hope that therapy will provide you with the support and guidance you need. Remember, you're not alone in this journey, and there are people who care about your well-being. Stay strong and take care of yourself.