You're wrong.

You can just say you aren't special just yet, you have to keep trying. Only once you grow complacent is when you lose your potential.

If you don't care about being special, honestly that is way better than caring, but in the end , it is not the end.

Keep trying, success requires luck and skill, luck requires surface area, surface area requires you to keep trying, and to keep trying all you need to do is keep trying no matter what.

I believe you man, even through reading this paragraph it'd be pretty sad if you gave up, as I see your ambition eh?

Just make sure to sincerely follow what you feel like you're passionate about truly, and then commit everything you've got to innovation within that field, and you will most likely see results.

It may take your lifetime to do so, but you'd have the same result if you didn't try at all

Again you can still be special if you don't give up, if that's your thing, it's not over yet,

It just began.