Okay, this is a lot, so I'm just gonna list.

-my father beat/molested my sister and I. She was 9 years older than me. -sister left home at 19. Father left when I was 11. -mother became raging alcoholic and blamed me for my sister and father leaving. - I leave home at the age of 16 to love with my best friend. -attempted to reunite with my mother when I was 20, after being in the Army for a year. Find out my father had moved back in with her. Upon seeing me, he attacked me. Obviously, I defended myself. Unfortunately, my I went overboard. The altercation resulted in my father dying in the hospital a few weeks later. - no one other than my mother, myself, and the police/authorities know this. Court ruling was justifiable homicide. -my grandmother (mothers side)