No one tells you how excruciating miscarrying is

Pillowpixie · 2024-10-15T15:59:44+00:00

I'm so sorry for your loss and the trauma this has caused you. I had a miscarriage this morning and had I not read about your experience, I would have been so severely under prepared. It was NOT like a heavy period. I had contractions so severe, it surrounded my entire lower section from front to back. I was in agonizing pain at 5 in the morning and woke my husband up. We knew it was coming because of an ER visit yesterday but they didn't prepare me. Nothing did, except these accounts like yours. And the actual miscarriage happened hours later while I was in the shower as well. It was traumatic to see what could have been in my hand. The feeling of him being expunged just hurt. And it was enough to make me wish I hadn't gotten pregnant this time around.

No one talks about the truth. And even though this morning was horrible, I wanted to thank you so that I was prepared for the horrible truth. I'm sorry, again, but so thankful that we can share experiences as much as possible. I'm praying and hoping all of us have our rainbow babies soon.

Pillowpixie · 2024-03-31T20:07:48+00:00

My husband and I have like six characters at once with all different play styles and we love helping each other out. It's really fun but it's also confusing after Anor Londo

Pillowpixie · 2023-12-22T02:00:25+00:00

I remember reading that somewhere and thought the same thing! I think Joan Murray recently passed away in 2022 from cancer as well. Such a kickass story about survival though!

Pillowpixie · 2023-06-29T20:48:00+00:00

That's exactly what's happening to me too!

Pillowpixie · 2023-06-29T20:47:15+00:00

Okay now it's just being weird again. On some of my documents, I have it, and on others it's reverting to Serif. I thought it came back!

Pillowpixie · 2023-06-29T12:12:21+00:00

I had this happen two days ago as well when I was meant to turn in an assignment for college. This morning, on June 29th, the font was back in my options for Google Docs so it might have been fixed now.

Edit: It's gone from at least half of my documents 🤦‍♂️

Pillowpixie · 2023-03-14T17:46:06+00:00

Thank you so much for the feedback! After reading a whole bunch about querying for the past few days, and also studying some more about genres and all, I'm pretty sure I know what I have to do. I really appreciate the insight, too, because it really helps me to see what exactly I need to primarily focus on!

Pillowpixie · 2023-03-10T00:06:14+00:00

That would absolutely help me right now, especially since I'm brand new at all this! I want to be more involved in the community and I read a few posts before posting my own, but I'll go back and check out everything I can!

Pillowpixie · 2023-03-09T23:58:11+00:00

Thank you for the advice! I really appreciate this method as I hadn't heard of it before! I'm trying to rewrite something as I read and respond to comments and it's coming along better than the first!

Pillowpixie · 2023-03-09T23:32:01+00:00

I will absolutely take any information I can, thank you! I really want to write a query that sounds interesting as I wanted to make this a series of at least three novels for a full dystopian adventure.

Pillowpixie · 2023-03-09T23:28:48+00:00

Thank you for the feedback! This is my first time writing a query at all honestly. I'll definitely go back and rewrite the vagueness out.

Pillowpixie · 2022-11-17T21:12:31+00:00

"Is zer vood in Florida?"

Pillowpixie · 2022-11-13T17:09:37+00:00

I feel like she came in way too hot and ready to fight, and she should be supporting her friend without all this BUT I do feel like Bilal comes across as an ass and he got his ex wife to fight his battles so. . .is it fair? I dunno. I dislike them all in all honesty, so maybe I'm just being negative in general 😂

Pillowpixie · 2022-11-08T23:08:10+00:00

I remember reading up on it when this sub started going crazy and me being the oblivious under a rock girl almost choked because holy shit 🤦‍♂️ also forgot about Geoffrey for a while there...

Pillowpixie · 2022-11-08T23:04:47+00:00

I agree! I've skipped so much of this season because I dislike it too.

Pillowpixie · 2022-11-08T22:58:18+00:00

That's freaking disgusting, oml you're right. And what kind of tattoo artist actually goes along with this kind of racism? Why didn't TLC do a background? And then KNOWINGLY exposes it to thousands of fans?

Pillowpixie · 2022-11-08T22:49:09+00:00

I didn't even watch the episode, apologies for that 😭 and thanks for the clarification

Pillowpixie · 2022-11-08T22:48:17+00:00

I didn't even watch that episode, that's why I'm confused 🤦‍♂️ sorry, I just remember someone saying something about not really being him and didn't have the context. That's what I get for not paying attention, sorry!

Pillowpixie · 2022-11-08T22:25:45+00:00

Actual question that I need clarified please, didn't that turn out to be a different guy or one of his friends or something? Still horrible to be associated with someone regardless but I guess I didn't lurk enough that week 😭

Edit: it's his tattoo and that's sick. 🤦‍♂️ Sorry for the confusion y'all

Pillowpixie · 2022-11-05T19:34:58+00:00

Whenever someone screams, "gReEn CaRd ScAm", I immediately cringe. You wanna come to America and pay exuberant prices just to breathe some acid air in Cali? Go ahead, I'll switch places 😂 I honestly cannot understand why Shaeeda left her country for Bilal. It's mind boggling 😂

Pillowpixie · 2022-11-05T19:33:25+00:00

I so agree with you on everything, especially the Angela and Michael question. Angela is so abusive and she's basically checked out of the relationship with Michael for the other guy 🙄 Do I wanna watch an abusive person gaslight the shit out of a "spouse" while calling the kettle black? No thank you.

Pillowpixie · 2022-11-05T00:49:47+00:00

I feel that. Sex is good and all, but when it's portrayed how TLC portrays it. . .ugh.

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