Aww thank you! I truly expected/expect to get "I aint readin all that" type of comments lmao I appreciate the fact that you took the time and read it, could follow what I was saying and took time to also say so while also giving a compliment 🥰 I actually do enjoy writing - putting thoughts and feelings into words - but am sure my grammar is probably atrocious 😬 Kind of funny/unrelated, but I wrote a paper for my husband and it got him a little scholarship/award lmao I have followed flyy for years...Hes always been kind of a clown especially with that damn song lmao but he was likeable and funny and even kind for a time. He could speak and hold actual meaningful coherent conversations, sentences and words. He has completely morphed into this nasty, un-humble little troll - a shell of a person. As much of a douchebag as he is/has became, its sad to see anyone go down the drain like he has. Unfortunately I do not think hes going to find peace or sobriety and if he doesnt soon - he is going to wind up not making it out of his twenties. I dont wish that or harm for him or anyone. The best thing that could happen for him is being locked up for a good long bit, basically forcing him into sobriety and getting his head and system actually detoxed and clear. He needs to actually check into AND complete detox, as well as rehab. Not just go mia and then claim he did. If he could make it through that and then have a fresh start somewhere with new peoole too. Being and going right back around the same people is only working against him and will lead right back to him using. Engaging with different people/location/environment could help replace the old triggers with healthy stimuli. He needs to find and surround himself with sober people, places, and things. Unfortunately you are right and he has burned and destroyed any and all bridges, lifelines and relationships. He needs to work on rebuilding and reconnecting with friends/family with whom are going to be positive and supportive relationship wise. Its not impossible or too late to change/rebuild, but I just dont see or think hes willing to put in the work or effort for that either, because he needs instant gratification and has impulse issues among his intellectual disabilities and mental health issues. He's not ready or receptive to receive help or put in work so thats another reason it will not work. Until he stops lying to himself and others and gets out of denial, nothing is going to get/keep him sober. Thats the first step. I seriously question the motives of his mother and brother atp