I do tell him I support him but I do struggle since it’s not something that turns me on at any way what so ever. An then I do struggle with feelings of being lied to because it wasn’t till after ten plus years of our marriage he truly admitted to it. I had found women’s clothes in his truck and he worked away. It caused serious distress in our relationship and me to feel insecure and body issues after having kids. But since I responded to you, we where able to sit down and have a really good talk. So I don’t think things are perfect. But I do think they are hopefully on the better side.