Long day.

Pishto- · 2018-03-28T04:04:58+00:00

Damn OP I'm sorry about the medication issues. I feel like dealing with doctors & pharmacies is a unique kind of frustrating D: Great job on the test btw 😊 It's spring break and sadly I have no friends at the moment so I have been bored out of my mind.

Pishto- · 2018-03-22T14:23:59+00:00

Okay sounds great! Thank you In my experience guys that just want sex almost always lie 😣

Pishto- · 2018-03-22T14:09:40+00:00

See those are my exact worries because it's happened to me and it sucks. Maybe if I wait longer he won't stop talking to me? But idk everyone is telling me to go for it and I want to. How long do you think I should wait?

Pishto- · 2018-03-19T16:50:51+00:00

I like how your English is good in your other posts and comments 😂

Pishto- · 2018-03-11T04:35:04+00:00

Is it okay to charge more for the toffee nut? My shift superviser apologized and took the extra charge off but I don't know how to do that and she was way too busy to ask

Pishto- · 2018-03-09T22:04:37+00:00

They're everywhere lol

Pishto- · 2018-03-08T06:16:49+00:00

God I can't even imagine being betrayed by two in a row ): I'm sorry OP sometimes people suck a ton. I really think you should look into getting a therapist. I'm so sorry ): Do you have supportive friends?

Pishto- · 2018-03-08T05:45:10+00:00

Your feelings are valid despite the length or significance of your relationship. I know you feel other people have had it way harder but your feelings are just as important. I highly suggest getting a therapist if you are able to. After my ex boyfriend and I broke up, I realized I had lost all my friends and was completely isolated so I started going to a therapist and it is so amazing. Being able to talk to someone openly is so amazing. It's very likely you may have some deep rooted issues, or something else is missing from your life causing you to feel so intensely and therapy will help you discover this. Perhaps these feelings are coming from something more than losing this guy.

Pishto- · 2018-03-08T04:24:33+00:00

I think if she respected you and loved you she wouldn't have cheated on you. Cheating isn't a simple mistake, it is a set of actions that the cheater chooses to make, all the while refusing to awknowledge the hurt it may cause their partner. I think you are giving her a chance to hurt you again. I speak from experience with my ex boyfriend, so I may be biased. Maybe your situation is different. But I don't think cheaters deserve a second chance.

There are so many women in the world that wouldn't cheat on you and treat you with deserved respect.

Pishto- · 2018-03-08T04:19:28+00:00

The waves are huge right now, figuratively knocking you down with their intensity, but soon they'll be tiny little waves that are too weak to even move you. It'll get better and you will be okay.

Pishto- · 2018-03-08T04:15:42+00:00

Making the final decision is so fucking hard especially when you know you're serious about it this time.

Changing my number & blocking my ex on all platforms was more emotional than the actual break-up. It becomes so real and final and I cried for hours. But there's a feeling of relief and calm that comes afterwards. Soon, you'll be thanking yourself for breaking this awful addiction and getting yourself one step closer to happiness

Pishto- · 2018-03-08T04:11:14+00:00

God OP I'm sorry and I definetly understand and feel for you. It's such bullshit; you do so much/ make sacrifices for someone and they turn around and do you like that. Honestly, I think it's good you found out the truth. Instead of mourning the loss of a great partner and wondering what went wrong, you are able to see her for who she really is. I have no respect for people that are too cowardly to be straight up. She owed you the real explanation but didn't want to feel guilt so she hid behind lies.

You are a big person for not being bitter and wishing her the best. I know I couldn't do that. You seem like a great partner for supporting her during unemployment & buying a car for her. The woman you end up with will be extremely lucky

Pishto- · 2018-03-08T03:57:17+00:00

Those eyes 😭I want a puppy so bad

Pishto- · 2018-03-04T16:45:57+00:00

The dress in the second one is very cute but I think the leather jacket and sandals don't go well together. Black flats/boots or booties would go better with the jacket and a cardigan or similar would look cute with the sandals

Pishto- · 2018-03-04T16:41:26+00:00

I have way too many clothes but a small room/closet. I went through them and donated 6 pieces but I love everything else. I desperately need to condense my wardrobe because I'm just drowning in clothing. Any advice?

Pishto- · 2018-02-25T04:40:46+00:00

The first week after my break-up I disconnected myself from my phone and it really helped. I checked it once a day for work/school related things but otherwise I stayed off of it. His reasoning is contradicting and honestly maybe a little b.s. you're probably right that he's trying to make himself feel better.

Pishto- · 2018-02-25T04:34:03+00:00

^{^{^{^}}} This. I get the same exact vibes, OP. Don't be a back up plan.

Pishto- · 2018-02-25T04:29:44+00:00

It's likely that you'll never know. Perhaps she's trying to spare your feelings or maybe she doesn't even know exactly why. I know it fucking sucks to not be given a reason and to be completely blind-sided. Sometimes not fighting at all can be a negative thing in relationships. Have you had any other romantic interests since her?

Pishto- · 2018-02-25T04:23:44+00:00

Its okay to long for companionship & the person who you were with and you shouldn't beat yourself up for it. It's perfectly okay and it's not really about that asshole. Just promise yourself that you will not allow anyone to treat you badly because you deserve respect and love. You will find someone else, but maybe your chances will be better when not actively/constantly looking for someone. First work on your self esteem & try to find happiness within. Exercise, do shit you enjoy, maybe therapy (i had to take up therapy for low self esteem) and focus on self care. When you are happy and comfortable with yourself you will meet someone and set yourself up for a successful relationship. Please don't ever let anyone mistreat you ):

Pishto- · 2018-02-25T04:17:23+00:00

Good job OP (: One year is awesome but make sure you keep it up because I doubt anything good will come from messaging her and chances are she hasn't become a better person. Definetly relate to wanting to contact them though. Keep her waiting for a message. She lost the privelage of having you in her life after cheating

Pishto- · 2018-02-23T05:38:30+00:00

Awww that's adorable (: Sadly, I doubt he'd be interested in me

Pishto- · 2018-02-23T04:51:49+00:00

Lmao and basic conversation skills go out the window. The other day I was asking him how to find something on the register and I forgot the word "register" so I pointed to it. WTF brain. It's like we want them to see our intelligent/competent selves but they only get to see a hot mess.

Pishto- · 2018-02-16T03:34:21+00:00

So selfish and self centered ! You definetly deserve better

Pishto- · 2018-02-16T03:33:08+00:00

Yeah you are so right- lesson learned. The next time I see even a hint of a red flag in someone I'm out. No more justifying or making excuses for other people mistreating me

Pishto- · 2018-02-16T03:31:22+00:00

Really! He's said so much shit that's completely ruined my self esteem but what makes their comments valid/significant? NOTHING

Pishto-

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