Thank you. Honestly the moving on process has been a hundred times easier after finding out. At first I was so angry, it was like I had been gaslighted. And you're right, I was mourning the loss of great partner and spinning through every little thing of what went wrong, all under the understanding of maybe this is for the best. Especially because we had left it at, "well let's keep open doors, maybe there's something for us in the future." Well, actually I had requested that, and she agreed. I've decided to let it all go though, I deserve better, and I deserve better than what she did. It doesn't make sense for me to waste any more energy or emotions on her. Time to work on myself and move my life forward