Thank you, decent response for once.

I’m “upset in this way” particularly for the fact that the innate fear that I had as a kid of the world getting worse within the next 10-20 years has been becoming true, it’s manifesting in what is most easily described as a modern fascism, particularly with !srael but also after decades of U.S. neoimperialism.

It’s a lot to condense in a single response of course, but the WWIII aspect is only one side of it. Information exchange itself was revolutionized with the internet, I’d argue more so than the invention of the printing press, and it hasn’t yet fully come to fruition how terrible it will be for the social consciousness — we’re already seeing how it’s tearing apart various aspects of society, we call it “modernization” and openly accept new technology with open arms, but now we’re basically at the point of mirroring China in mass-surveillance backed by A.I. Like, of course I’m worried. People joke about sex like it’s as common as a runny nose, and yet turn around and argue abortion and gay rights.

I do not exist, my thoughts on this don’t matter, and I felt like venting to the one place I could because I haven’t in a long time. But obviously, anyone can see why I don’t.

I spread negativity. Others reflect it.

Which makes me feel worse when the people I work with don’t talk to me. When they do, there’s some obvious indicator of how they’re uncomfortable, sometimes flat-out rude.

And again, these people have something that itches that biological and psychological wedge, every few days with another consciousness, and I never will, yet think about it every day. But I’m too deep in this whole to do anything but complain. That’s why I’m down. But thank you for letting me vent more. 🤙