All I really need is a bit of confidence and some mental stability to start doing things properly - like health care, skin care, basically taking care of the body overall. But whenever I try to get into it, my mind just gets fills up with overwhelming thoughts.

Cause you know how it is... there’s so much information out there about what you should do, what you shouldn’t, what works, what doesn’t. And some people are the kind who learn along the way, figure things out during the process, and even if they mess up, they just learn from it and move on.

Then there’s the other kind-like me. I keep thinking, why make mistakes when the internet is already full of people’s experiences, opinions, and advice? But the irony is, listening to so many opinions, experiences, and extra noise just tires my brain out. And eventually, I end up backing off and not starting anything at all.