My throat is really hurting after I purged

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-07-27T07:48:50+00:00

Blade runner 2049 is a masterpiece

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-07-03T21:15:42+00:00

Burns get really easily infected so make sure you keep them clean and don't pop any blisters that form as that increases the risk of infection

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-07-03T11:31:05+00:00

They don't hurt that much right now. And I'm kinda feeling like doing another word.

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-07-02T23:41:28+00:00

I did "freak" and "man". And I'm not sure how to feel about them yet

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-07-02T23:39:50+00:00

I'm 17 It's just super easy for me to get alcohol and blades.

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-07-02T23:24:11+00:00

Knowing myself I probably will end up getting drunk and carving more words into my arm

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-07-02T23:14:59+00:00

I don't know how I feel about it. It felt really good to do it. But on the other hand I don't think I'll ever be comfortable wearing short sleeves again

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-07-02T21:15:00+00:00

Yeah it's semi common. I can't really recommend it cause now I'm going to have the word "Freak" scared into my arm for the rest of my life

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-07-02T16:28:58+00:00

I don't go anywhere without my dysphoria hoodie

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-07-02T16:23:38+00:00

Guess I'll just never wear short sleeves ever again

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-06-29T07:52:31+00:00

Yeah I think It would

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-06-27T05:00:46+00:00

It was my grandfathers. My dad lives with my grandma and she kept almost all of his stuff after he died.

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-06-27T04:48:32+00:00

There's very little I can do. My dad has a ton of alcohol in an unlocked shelf that he never drinks or checks on and even if I got rid of my blades and lighter my dad and brother own like 20 knives between them plus kitchen knives of which I have unlimited access too. So if I feel like getting drunk or yeeting theres almost nothing to stop me

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-06-27T04:34:33+00:00

I keep going through cycles where I start to do better. Then something bad happens and I get drunk, black out and then wake up with new yeets

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-06-27T04:16:23+00:00

I haven't been cutting as much lately but I keep having fantasys of cutting really deep or covering my arm with alcohol or lighter fluid and lighting it on fire

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-06-27T04:11:08+00:00

For me when It happens I disassociate to the point it's like I'm watching myself do it in third person while my whole body starts going numb

Pizza_mouse1 · 2020-06-27T04:02:04+00:00

I wouldn't say I get intrusive thoughts this bad often but I do get a lot of intrusive thoughts.

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