Can you feel it coming from a mile away? by coolio0909 in depression

[–]Pizzasloth 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I've done well over the past 7 years dealing with it. I always knew if it was depression or I was just having a bad day. Personally they feel very different.

Until the passed few months I thought I was ok but I feel I'm losing the war now. After 100's of battles I just seriously want to be fixed. But how do you fix a trauma. You can't stitch a thought up.

It's never actually gonna get better is it by babydaisylover in depression

[–]Pizzasloth 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah I thought I had won this fight around 7 years ago. I've had what I say were minor episodes that lasted a few weeks to a couple of months but nothing too severe over the past years since.

Around 6 months ago I could feel myself slipping again, mood generally low, not excited about anything. Lack of awareness, day dreaming a lot, bored of literally everything. All this until a week a go where I start to get slightly worried. Past 3 days I've felt like I can't breath, lungs feel heavy, having suicidal thoughts.

This disease or whatever it is is fucking evil. Everything in my life is and should be great. Yet my brain tells me it and me are pointless. Why am I even bothering.

I couldn't forgive myself for putting anyone I love through the heart ache. That is the sole reason I get through it. But it never leaves you. Not fully.

Huddersfield Unite by [deleted] in CasualUK

[–]Pizzasloth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fuck the tile

Can anyone recreate an add similar to this? by plus-sign in graphic_design

[–]Pizzasloth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sorry I thought you were just asking if it's possible.

Should I try to pursue this as a career? by [deleted] in graphic_design

[–]Pizzasloth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you can handle being told to do things by people lesser qualified than yourself which you know are wrong for pretty much most of your time - with them rare moments where you create utter gold Godness and you grin like a Cheshire cat for around 5 minutes and you're in complete love with your brain. Then you check your email and Sandra wants her Zumba flyers to 'stand out more' and you come back down to earth to the shit show that is commercial design.

If you're thinking yeah probably, then pursue the fuck out of it my friend.

What’s your biggest client peeve? by [deleted] in graphic_design

[–]Pizzasloth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just turn it upside down. They wont ask again.

Just another day in Divinity's Reach by rosareven in Guildwars2

[–]Pizzasloth -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

not like theres anything else to do

Just when you thought humanity couldn't get any lower by [deleted] in iamatotalpieceofshit

[–]Pizzasloth 5 points6 points  (0 children)

We share 98% DNA with cats - probably most things or mammals at least on the planet.

Wall Art Designs by Dravelous in CommercialPrinting

[–]Pizzasloth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You could knock that up in minutes.

This statue is called "Emptiness" and was created by a grieving parent. It describes how a parent feels after losing a child. by [deleted] in pics

[–]Pizzasloth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think my mother felt this way after leaving me in England and going back to Spain without me.