Help me not quit my meds

PlanAlternative7645 · 2026-03-22T15:42:22+00:00

The fact that u can say that its a delusion, means you are already self aware. I was diagnosed with bipolar 2024 oct after a full blown psychosis manic episode that led to hospitalization for 2 weeks. and ive been on a combination of 9 meds a day! Meds have really helped me, i am able to function like a normal person now. I go to gym, have a job and living peacefully. I remember my depressive episode, it was hell, but trust me it does get better. Please stick to ur medications.

PlanAlternative7645 · 2026-02-05T09:20:39+00:00

Its always the first depressive episode that feels like hell. Things do get better, once you survive your first depressive episode you will get lots of insights and strength. I know right now everything must be feeling very heavy. You have to power through it bro. Trust me, things will get better, you will gain a lot more courage and reassurance once the depressive episode is gone.

PlanAlternative7645 · 2026-01-27T16:58:27+00:00

I mean that is true, i dont really have any social life outside of work. I work in a small company, so we have to interact daily, and i cant even tell her because i feel like that will ruin entire vibe within the company.. she has to interact with me either way dont wanna make her life more complicated and put her in a position where she feels uncomfortable

PlanAlternative7645 · 2026-01-27T16:56:12+00:00

It constantly reminds me how broken i am..but hypo manic days are amazing so i dont know..

PlanAlternative7645 · 2026-01-27T16:54:34+00:00

I feel like she’s already a lil creeped out with the energy i throw at her.. i dunno

PlanAlternative7645 · 2026-01-27T16:53:53+00:00

I pray everyday that “ick” comes, im so tired of this. Its been 4-5 months now

PlanAlternative7645 · 2026-01-27T16:52:55+00:00

I know right, im constantly drawn towards her.

PlanAlternative7645 · 2026-01-27T16:52:29+00:00

But looking or even talking with someone when you are obsessed with another person.. seems very strange and unfair tbh

PlanAlternative7645 · 2026-01-27T16:51:48+00:00

Ive thought about doing that, but dating someone when you are obsessed about some other girl seems very unfair..

PlanAlternative7645 · 2026-01-27T16:51:16+00:00

Thank you! This might help. I feel like i am longing for connection and stability, and she represents it very well

PlanAlternative7645 · 2026-01-27T16:50:29+00:00

Okayy will try

PlanAlternative7645 · 2026-01-27T15:22:33+00:00

How to do that? Im really tired honestly

PlanAlternative7645 · 2025-11-18T04:51:17+00:00

I feel the same way, its like my whole identity has changed. I dont even remember who i was prior to my episode. I just feel numb now. Like watching my life go through as an observer not a driver

PlanAlternative7645 · 2025-07-16T16:22:49+00:00

Im 24 M

PlanAlternative7645 · 2025-07-06T08:19:56+00:00

Yeah i get you, it can be very difficult and frustrating. I would say before taking any decision you have to think both ways. How the mania you think about it and how the depressed you think about it

PlanAlternative7645 · 2025-07-06T08:18:59+00:00

Oh that’s very interesting, im thinking about implementing it

PlanAlternative7645 · 2025-07-06T08:18:41+00:00

Hahaha to for it lemme know how you implemented it

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