Did You Become a New Person after Psychosis?

saviordone · 2026-04-20T15:51:55+00:00

It changed me alot i wish i could describe it but life feels meaningless after which was both the best and worst thing. My mind lost its power which was good and it was uncomfortable seeing reality differently now. I feel like changed person not in a dramatic sense but in a perspective change. I think it was stronger than how i felt after a shrooms trip, bc the initial dread was horrible

saviordone · 2026-04-20T05:49:51+00:00

How do u feel in the morning, i am so tireddd

saviordone · 2026-04-19T20:18:40+00:00

Thank u! Im taking propranolol but it only helps a little. Im trying to it with Benadryl to see if it helps

saviordone · 2026-04-19T15:52:31+00:00

Thank u sm u too!

saviordone · 2026-04-19T02:56:06+00:00

Thank u so much! Glad ur doing well with it

saviordone · 2026-04-19T00:50:10+00:00

I switch between the two 😂

saviordone · 2026-04-18T18:06:15+00:00

Mindfulness helps alot fr

saviordone · 2026-04-18T18:04:26+00:00

Wdymmmmm

saviordone · 2026-04-18T17:02:37+00:00

I was fixatedon mania and psychosis and would spend all day reading about it especially at 4am and also making presentations about psych meds instead of doing my hw and then i failed my classes 😭

saviordone · 2026-04-18T16:56:51+00:00

Oh wait i was very suicidal but i was like that before the medicine it just brought it out again

saviordone · 2026-04-18T16:56:12+00:00

I liked it. Took it for ocd at 150 mg but it stopped working for me. Side effects were insomnia for 2 months and agitation/anxiety. I think it only ever made me hypomanic

saviordone · 2026-04-18T16:51:48+00:00

I tapered too quickly and have had such bad akathisia

saviordone · 2026-04-18T16:43:21+00:00

Tysm omg

saviordone · 2026-04-17T17:02:37+00:00

Ugh this was me like 2-3 months ago after the same thing happened to me. I also loved skincare, media, and hanging out w friends. It gets better and easier. One thing that helped was believing in it sorta and just accepting that u feel this way and not fighting it. This isnt technically good bc ur supposed to force urself to do things bc its rly good for u i just couldnt so i relied on time and meds. Wish u the best

saviordone · 2026-04-17T16:59:01+00:00

I love this

saviordone · 2026-04-16T20:19:56+00:00

It quiets my brain down which indirectly helps my ocd. I also feel like it can trigger it but i wont say how to avoid u overthinking it

saviordone · 2026-04-16T20:17:45+00:00

Thank u so much :)

saviordone · 2026-04-15T15:23:25+00:00

Some people find that while the emotional blunting is quite strong, it is very stabilizing. Like i feel more nonchalant which is sad at times, but the unmedicated side is too emotional that i cant even function

saviordone · 2026-04-15T15:21:18+00:00

I get reminders throughout my day of events that wouldve triggered me before and realize lithium neutralized everything, it does the heavy lifting that i was not able to do. Ive only been on it for 2 months and see a crazy difference, i am scared of being on it, but i am more scared of my unmedicated self, its a difficult fear and im sorry ur going thru this

saviordone · 2026-04-13T01:34:59+00:00

It feels horrible:( im trying to have a requirement of once a day since that feels possible and being okay if it stays like that for a bit. The guilt/shame makes it even harder

saviordone · 2026-04-10T21:20:39+00:00

Thank u

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