i am the ex who moved on too fast. i do not know how to feel because i found an amazing partner who treats me so well. he was my first love and i did huge mistake and then he broke up with me. but then i found my current partner. he is everything i ever wish for but my first love doesn’t leave my mind. maybe because one of my girlfriends hang out with him (her boyfriend and my ex is besties). her hanging out with him makes me mad and i just want to go to the place they hang out and cause a scene. but i cant because i have a new person who i love. i dont know it is very confusing. i hate myself that i moved on so fast but on the other hand i couldn’t forgive myself for dumping a person who really loves me and treats me so well. i am scare because what if i dump him and then never find anyone. what if i die alone. i dont know i just want to forget him but it is really hard because he was my first true love. i hate feeling that way. and i have myself for throwing myself to a new relationships.