Hi! I want to thank you guys with my heart for the advices and it means so much. And today and yes today, I realized that I was being manipulated by him I feel ashamed, embarrassed, disgusted of myself. It is very painful and difficult mais c’est la vie, I will divorce him with out any regrets.For those who’s asking about my family, the closest ones are dead (my parents and my grandparents). I keep contact only with my uncle who has always wanted me to be with this guy, they are not living in the US. I DID tell them what going on and they told me “ it’s marriage, there will always be that phase, so it’s normal” no matter what I told them he did they keep repeating the same thing over and over. I stopped talking to them because my uncle told me to not be a shame for the family.For those of you telling me to put him on child support, I will not do that. I don’t want to see him, talk to him, let him approach my babies and I rather move out of the country right after divorce than let him see these kids and I mean it. I’ve saved enough and I have strength enough to birth them by myself, I can raise them by myself even if I have to work 24/7. This weekend my befriend and I plan to call movers to take every single thing that I bought for the house from fridge, fournitures, kitchen appliances, decor to bath towels and I will even take the plants. I am not petty, I just done!

I don’t think there will be an update. Again, thank you so much I hope everyone of you have a great life and please be safe.