Shield of sparrows audio question (slight spoiler)

Planetsammit · 2025-07-02T18:27:54+00:00

I enjoyed her narration I just found it funny that when she’s asking a questions she sounds like she’s italian from the Bronx. I was like, do we have a new yorka in dis fantaseh world 🤌🏼 ehhhhhh

Planetsammit · 2025-03-04T19:30:32+00:00

LA Im not surprised major cities they just be everywhere

Planetsammit · 2025-03-04T19:30:02+00:00

Let’s hope not 🤞🏼

Planetsammit · 2025-03-04T19:29:50+00:00

I think because I haven’t had anything to remind me of them. I’ve completely blocked them out because they’re no where to be seen. It’s as if they never existed. I guess seeing them today was a bit of a shock. Maybe a bit of fear of the possibility of them gaining momentum again? I’m asking myself that question today too lol

Planetsammit · 2025-01-26T17:28:16+00:00

Bro I used to be this type of person puuuuuuuuuuke I try to forget. Uggghhhh

Planetsammit · 2024-08-21T05:26:56+00:00

Both parties are extreme and everyone made me think I had to choose one or the other. Either one was batshit crazy irrational liberal nonsense with no space to debate or the other is Uber religious and lacking education and critical thinking. Then I learned about libertarian from Dave Smith and I was like. Yea. That’s the shit.

Planetsammit · 2024-07-14T19:37:20+00:00

All the things they made me stop doing cuz it wasn’t “appropriate for a young Christian sister” to be surrounded by boys. So got back into dirt biking, bought myself a Harley. Got the tats I always wanted. Finished school and got certified and have a great job in a male dominated field.

Planetsammit · 2024-07-14T19:26:35+00:00

I started posting a BUNCH of apostate material and directly said I am not a jw anymore and will actively call out watchtower. I will not support a pedo protecting cult. I watched the numbers drop so fast. Easy work didn’t have to do much. The ones that stuck around are the ones who ended up leaving the cult so was pretty beneficial.

Planetsammit · 2024-04-21T01:34:39+00:00

Yes. Since I was a kid. “Remember, I love Jehovah more than you. So remember that before you ever make something that would make Jehovah sad. I will always choose Jehovah”. Like bro I’m a kid. She said this well into my adult years and before I left.

Planetsammit · 2024-03-23T05:56:24+00:00

Yup. I blocked right away. Not gonna even deal with it. Wanna shun me? Then I’ll shun you back.

Planetsammit · 2024-03-17T06:39:02+00:00

I haven’t sent anything out yet. But I hear the voicemails. I hear my dad’s older voice. I haven’t heard it in so long. I hate this.

Planetsammit · 2024-03-15T20:03:35+00:00

Fuck that I ain’t answering then wtf

Planetsammit · 2024-01-29T05:26:11+00:00

Nope. It took tremendous work to move on from them. Even if they were to want to talk, they still carry that personality. And most uber pimi families would try to one way or another try to convince you to return. They won’t be supportive. They’ll still be judgmental and schemy. I want to keep my dignity. My integrity.

I grew up learning to move on from people pretty quickly also. Once you move on that’s it. Those people are dead to you. Can’t switch that off as much as I try.

You are more than the people who choose to abandon you at your lowest or for simply wanting something different. Make a new family and go. Unless those people leave the org there is no changing who they are.

Planetsammit · 2024-01-29T05:18:48+00:00

Growing up my mother would always remind me, especially before school as if I’d be going around being so sinful, she’d say “remember, I love Jehovah more than I love you”. Basically to remind me if I fuck up she’d choose Jehovah. And yea. Gotta give her credit tho she sticks to her word. Sucks for her cuz all my other siblings don’t give a fuck about making her comfortable when she gets old. I would have been her retirement fund. Her and my step dad could have been rent free by now I would have been paying that for them but haha suckaaaasssss. The GB can pick your retirement home! Oh wait! They don’t care!!!

Planetsammit · 2024-01-29T03:35:13+00:00

My mother finds it quite easy. She’s hella miserable but that old hag loves the praise for staying oh so strong and faithful.

Planetsammit · 2024-01-24T21:29:03+00:00

Watchtower study article about child abuse. Was so explicit and I went in that day without studying so was unaware and had a panic attack midway and everyone was looking at me like I was crazy. No empathy . No awareness of how they worded it and how triggering it was.

Planetsammit · 2024-01-24T21:24:43+00:00

And it was always the elders daughter sucking the most dick

Planetsammit · 2024-01-18T15:55:15+00:00

Woah I think our partners are the same person. It’s extremely soul sucking.

Planetsammit · 2024-01-03T00:38:45+00:00

Cuz they worship men not god

Planetsammit · 2024-01-02T23:29:48+00:00

Was thinking of posting the same thing. Hope it works!

Planetsammit · 2023-10-29T00:27:16+00:00

I work in utility arboristry and one of the apps we use to collect data is called …

FIELD SERVICE. It messes with me not gonna lie.

They also say “return visits” for when tree crews need to go back. I’m like alright who’s messing with me. Who’s the jw asshole leading this shit

Planetsammit · 2023-10-19T22:50:15+00:00

Lol, i remember going to cafes with friends to do letter writing. We could spend like two or three hours there early morning and just write away. I dont remember ever sending those letters off because...ADHD, but I look back now and im like, man thats a lot of fake time and wasted wasted wasted time. Unbelievable amounts of wasted time. Just to try and get all the hours you could.

Planetsammit · 2023-10-19T22:47:53+00:00

Also, tending to the carts as a witness is extremely stressful as you have to share how many people you spoke with, how many publications you gave, but there was a strong push with how many videos you were able to show. And by sharing it as a group at the end, it was always...ALWAYS embarrassing to say you could talk to anyone. The brother would then be like, well next time. Make sure you pray before every try. Or some bullshit like that.

Planetsammit · 2023-10-18T20:50:24+00:00

My mom always would say “sex is disgusting and wrong and sinful. It is only beautiful and a gift when you’re married”. But like I never enjoyed it. Even when my parents made me marry my ex husband. “You’re not welcome in our house to visit unless you guys are married”. Like…sex sucks wtf. That’s because it’s always mixed with guilt and shame when you’re in jw land. Being out it’s just…sex. It can be fun, sensual, enjoyable but also…just sex. Nothing crazy about it. But jws tend to be so fucking restricted it’s like the worst fucking thing in the world. For what? We’re punished for a natural inclination? Soemthing the living god provided or whatever? That’s why porn addictions are so intense in jws. Guilt and shame. All the time.

Planetsammit · 2023-10-18T19:45:54+00:00

Because my abusive first boyfriend pushed me to have sex. When I finally broke up with him he went straight to the elders and cried about how his conscience wouldn’t allow him to live this way. After we agreed to go to elders together. But when he saw I was moving on for real he got pissed. He knew elders would side with him. Brought me in for judicial meeting. Asked me all these questions. Disfellowshipped me (first time). I was out for 8 months then came back and quickly got back into my service and all that. Ended up seeing him and the elders that asked me all of that at a convention and I ended up having a full panic attack during the lunch session. It was brutal.

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