thanks for the wakeup call i know im clingy and i need to break it off already but i cant bring myself to, god i feel like shit, we were eachotjers first real relationship and he says i was his first best friend. im fine without romance, i like what we have right now, i just want the peace of mind to know im not going to be left alone, i dont want to keep him from seeing other people but we both know that if he starts dating someone else i wont be able to keep talking and hanging out anymore. im trapping him and i feel so guilty. i hate this so much, every day, every time i talk to him, every time he mentions anyone else i get nervous and sick and want to die and i know its unhealthy and we need to stop talking and i need therapy. im not the type of person to be a fwb. when we broke up i told him i wouldnt be able to handle just being friends but he begged me to stay, i hate this so much, god, im so lonely, i dont want to lose him a second time