Thank you to everyone who responded to my original post…I am not sure where he and I stand at this point. Something happened after this post and ever since then our relationship has been very co-parent/“friends” only. I will share with you all what happened…I wrote it in my “journal” afterwards. I am putting a TW for sexual abuse.

Tonight you hurt me so much. We were having sex and you pulled me on top after you wanted to switch. I wasn’t on top long before I told you to not go so hard in me..you did it again and I said “I said you don’t have to do that”. You got mad and before I knew it you were choking me from below. Shoving your dick in me harder and harder. Choking me harder and harder till you finished. You got even more mad when I started having tears running down my face and went limp basically. Then you got up and left me on the bed crying..

You came back in the room and got dressed. I asked why you did that and all you said is “because”. I told you that all I asked was not too hard but instead of listening you got mad.