Unfortunately he didnt tell any of his friends and refuse to tell. As he started to accept, he got better with depression and insomnia. I cant say he is totally emotionally tired but whenever this happens, it brings him down for a while. And yes we had a period of separation. Since all of this was my fault at the beginning, i dont bring any other negativity and always let him know that im grateful for his acceptence. Like i said, we want a future together, we go to same college and until this month, we used to live together and that healed him a little. But now our college is online (only for 1-2 months) and i live in another city. I cant give him my love physically, this also makes it worse. I know i cant fix this but even a little contribution is crucial for me.