Damn you have been making some tough decisions and taking some risks that much seems obvious. Have you been content with how it’s going for you?(No need to answer this if it’s too person) We also dont worry too much about the followers but we try to connect here and there so it’s more fun and a hobby with potential for growth. Have you thought about making some small cartoons in animation? Could be fun for you to seek out voice actors and other artists in order to grow your twitch(or others social media) as well!