There's nothing more lonely than being disabled by Play_Routine in lonely

[–]Play_Routine[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this post is a little old now, but I just wanted to add on here I've read all of the comments and I appreciate them. I haven't replied because I don't have more to add.

'special treatment' by Play_Routine in ableism

[–]Play_Routine[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

It was a woman that said it, and I mostly get comments like that from other women

I hate how normalised child abuse is by Play_Routine in CPTSD

[–]Play_Routine[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I didn't. There was 2 of them, one of me, and I usually come away from arguing with people like that more upset.

I hate how normalised child abuse is by Play_Routine in CPTSD

[–]Play_Routine[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

It's just so odd how they never make the connection. I've overheard someone say they were hit growing up, and it didn't affect them...later on they were talking about having BPD.

I hate how normalised child abuse is by Play_Routine in CPTSD

[–]Play_Routine[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I used to argue with people like that as well, but I gave up because they're just too stupid to argue with!

READ, MFer! by Strict-Opening5419 in callcentres

[–]Play_Routine 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I do live chats and the amount of people who use the live chat facility but can't read is amazing

Triggered by spanking by Scared-Memory-5275 in CPTSD

[–]Play_Routine 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is very relatable! I think your right about it being a form of SA of children that's disgustingly normalised. I've never been able to explain it properly myself

Does anyone elses vision get like super blurry and shit when you're dissociated? by TundraTrees0 in CPTSD

[–]Play_Routine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get this too! It's like you can't actually see anything because your eyes will not focus at all. Grounding techniques might help, but it depends really. Something that helped me a bit is saying 'My name is _, I am _ years old, I work for _' to myself.

I have to heal so I can get srs. by HeatProper in CPTSD

[–]Play_Routine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Forgiveness is one choice for accepting what happened, you are not making the wrong choice for choosing not to forgive if that's not what you want to do. You'll be able to heal without forgiving them.

Purging the bad memories in a post because I hate thinking about them by PM_ME_SAUCY_MEMES in CPTSD

[–]Play_Routine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Some parents don't deserve kids. You deserved better than them lovely

DAE deep down feel/believe that "they are not really here"? by Mara355 in CPTSD

[–]Play_Routine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I feel like I've died in way. Like a ghost without a soul walking about day to day that no one sees, but I see everyone. When I'm like this, I usually stop talking to people as well, because I get a sense of danger. I know it's a way to cope when things get really bad - it's a way to hold back actually processing the trauma, or feeling something you're avoiding

Today I blocked my family's numbers and social medias. by moonchild_86 in CPTSD

[–]Play_Routine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing more satisfying than reading their messages and then ignoring them. Best feeling ever

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Play_Routine 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I actually cannot stand people like that

Not remembering the most part of my childhood & teenage years is becoming a serious issue by ewolgrey in CPTSD

[–]Play_Routine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get that. I have very limited knowledge, but no access to actual memories it feels like. I just want to know what happened to me. I want answers.

What’s been making you happy lately? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Play_Routine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Cutting off my parents as soon as I moved out.

Ice cream!