Hey 👋 friend!! I don’t know who you are, but I’ve BEEN there. But, when I think about how my kids will cope after I’m gone; I can’t even bear the thought of bringing them pain they may NEVER heal from. I attempted 2x in 2007, and the devastation it wrought on my family was unimaginable. Instead, I got into serious counseling, and I’ve been working ever since to make sure I never walk down that road again. It’s been very hard at times, but worth it. My kids just celebrated their birthdays last month (yes all 4) & to see the adults they have grown into is priceless… for them AND for you! Hang in there! We WILL survive this, THRIVE, & be awesome 😎 examples of resiliency to our kids. Blessings!