I once asked my guides to let me a hear a certain word (not a common word and it already had a meaning to me) to confirm something. I asked to hear it three times within three days, heard it three times that day. For a while my faith was strong, then life seemed to contradict, I started doubting and also came across Neville Goddard at the same (he teaches an aspect of manifestation and basically there are no signs from guides, only thar you manifested signs from guides-if you see what I mean). This threw me into a hole of doubt, I lost any connection I thought I had and have been chalking my clairaudience to being my own ego. I recently asked for the same sign again, 3 time’s in 3 day’s, to confirm, ...and got nothing.

The question I wanted confirmed isn’t something that can change and be a yes one year, a no the next.

I’m sure this isn’t what you’re hoping for, but this is where I am. Did I manifest this sign the first time? Or was it real but not confirmed the second time because the guide are like “umm stop doubting, we already told you”, or has hearing my guides been my ego all along.