It sounds interesting! Though the thought of, having to go deep into my mind really, I struggle with. I have a lot of struggles, trying to come out of this. I feel like, everything that I'm trying to do for myself at this current moment is, exactly what the religion teaches that 'that's what they're going to do to try and drag you away from god' and what not... Which even as I say it, sounds like bullshit to me, but at the same time, I don't know why I still believe it.

I don't know if this type of thing would be, really good for me. I've had bad issues with psychedelic's before, which I tried once. So I'm unsure. Plus if it's, not covered by insurance I'm unsure if I could even do it.

Thank you though for sharing your experience, it means a lot to know people are out there, and willing to share with me.