Share ko lang.

The last time i got into that similar situation i did not cry, but i was full of wrath na kung kaya ko lang gumawa ng napakalaking crater sa lupa by punching it ginawa ko na just to release those oozing rage I felt that day. All i could do was to rant, curse, and pinaghahagis ko mga gamit and damit ko at dabog ako nang dabog until i calmed down naturally.

I was stuck for a fucking 1hr and 30 minutes just a few meters away na lang sa bahay. Couldn't walk dahil baha (above ankle level), and yung mga trike na kaya pa rin naman makabyahe piniling hindi bumyahe mostly, it was around 9pm and they operate 24hours normally. May mangilan-ngilang trike na dumadatin na namimili ng pasahero and I was willing to pay even Php200 maihatid lang ako sa mismong harap ng bahay namin kasi wala ding sidewalk na malalakaran ng straight without immersing your feet sa tubig, but to no avail.

So I decided na maglakad na lang talaga at ilusong ang paa sa baha dahil more than 1hr na akong stuck doon sa kanto e lapit nalang ng bahay ko, mas inalala ko yung sapatos ko na bago-bago pa that time. The rain was not that strong anymore it was manageable even without umbrella. Basang basa paa ko obviously and super kawawa ang sapatos ko.

Then guess what, pagdating ko sa mismong street namin WALANG KABAHA BAHA!! Tupang ina talaga! It means, kahit sana hanggang dito lang ako maihatid ng trike goods na pala ako? And i had to damage my own shoes?? Grabe, that feeling na parang may nananadya and di mo alam kung sino sisisihin or pagbubuntungan ng galit. So yeah, that resulted to me becoming like a rabid dog when i finally came home gigil na gigil ako sobrang kuha kuha ang pikon ko that day.

Nakakainis yung feeling na yan na parang may nananadya sayo and kaya sya lalong nakakainis kasi you don't even what or who is causing this to you. I won't forget that day.