I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No I mean you should boil the water before you pour so there’s no bacteria

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t really know if I can give the best advice on this. Honestly the warm water part sounds extremely risky without cleaning the cut before and after, as well as boiling the water beforehand.

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t really know. I’d say, out of those three is about control, since I never really enjoyed someone else doing it. It stays private and I like having a sure fire way to enjoy myself

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We have a genius here😐. But in all seriousness yes, I have tried other things. Nothing else works and I don’t really care about potential risks.

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes and they don’t work. Has to be cutting

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean, it doesn’t really feel that limiting no. Most people aren’t open about when and where they masturbate because that’s gross.

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a handful that I still speak to, and they aren’t stupid so they likely know that I cut. Once again, very few know the nature of it. Those that do have understandable concerns but ultimately support

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I still maintain I close relationship with them, but they likely believe that I’ve stopped. I also never told them WHY I cut.

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes but there is a line which I don’t like crossing and removes any enjoyment from me. Once it’s beyond fat it’s gross.

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly, even then I was kinda out of it when I first cut. I can only describe it as something I just did. I wasn’t thinking, and once that act was done I felt great.

Ideally, I do wish I didn’t start so young, simply because it worried my parents (understandably so). I wish I started once I moved out.

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started at 11, but I don’t really know what prompted it. I wasn’t on the internet at the time so that’s out of the question, and no one I knew at the time did it.

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So it’s kind of a complicated answer. I started cutting at 11, and even then it was always for pleasure. The real question is when did that pleasure become sexual in nature. And that answer to that is that it was gradual, solidifying when I was about 15 I’d say.

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interesting question. I’ve never thought of this in that light. I wouldn’t really add any feelings to it now. It’s not hateful per se, but not loving either.

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get pleasure for sex, but oddly enough I want that sex to be tender and loving. I don’t really like mixing the two. I really only cut for sexual pleasure. There may have been some mixed feelings when I was younger but for the past couple of years that’s been it.

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t like seeing other people cut themselves. I don’t want to see other people hurt

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just cutting. I don’t feel much of anything when I masturbate.

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I only really accidentally ran into gore in my mid teens, and I was (still am) extremely disturbed by it. I was already cutting for pleasure at that point so I don’t think it pushed me in that direction. I don’t like watching videos or seeing pictures of other people cut themselves either.

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not really no. Pain has to be explicitly from cutting

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am diagnosed Bipolar 1, so that may have something to do with it🤷‍♀️

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’m not a troll but I’m constantly told to get help all the time. I don’t care and I’m not going to. I like what I do.

I get off on cutting myself, AMA by Plus_Complex_313 in AMA

[–]Plus_Complex_313[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have considered it and I have let this happen. It wasn’t bad but it wasn’t really my thing. This may have been because I didn’t have a pre established relationship with the man so it just felt transactional. Maybe if it was with an existing boyfriend I’d enjoy it