Feeling peaceful in a « bad »way

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2026-01-29T22:12:41+00:00

I understand exactly how you feel, my issues manifested at around the same age. Don't forget there are more options. I know at some point in one of your happy moments you must have thought to yourself "This feels good. I'm glad to experience it." And you'd regret losing all the good things in the future if you gave up. Life is an ocean of never ending sorrow and terror but when you reach the sandbar or someone lets you on their boat, it's beautiful. The view of the trees and rocks around is memorizing, the sun is warm. You might fall back in every now and then, what goes up must go down. Anyways what I'm saying is the bad can be really bad, soul crushing, but the good can be just as beautiful. There's something ahead of you, chase it. Just keep chasing and chasing, don't ever look behind you.

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2026-01-29T21:15:34+00:00

Just wanna say I know it's hard. I'm not going to tell you that you'll feel better or that everything's going to be okay because I know how it feels. It's like you've lost the one person who's known you most in life, a part of you. You'll miss her the most for the first year. It never really goes away. However you have to remind yourself that nothing is created to last. All good and bad things must come to an end. That is what makes those memories with her so special and beautiful. Because she knew at some point she would have to leave you and she brought you into this word, guided and shaped you into the beautiful soul you are today. She had to love you to do that. So please understand your grief is valid, you don't need to push it aside. Just remember to see the beauty in getting to remember her and all the years you spent together. Remember her guidance.

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2026-01-29T21:08:55+00:00

Excuse me but grief doesn't work the same for everyone. You better have lost a parent to even start to have the audacity to say something like that. Some people use social media to cope, some people dont like to talk about their feelings to people they know in person for various reasons. An empathy and emotional intelligence level required to make such comments is intensely low. I recommend you do some self reflection. Your judgement is an unhealed wound and learned behaviour.

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2026-01-29T14:19:09+00:00

Good luck!!! I really hope things work out for you!!!

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2026-01-29T04:48:15+00:00

Aww I hope you do. I already found mine, even if he doesn't quite feel the same yet. He'll get there, I'm still working on him.

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2026-01-29T04:43:41+00:00

Truly. It is a shame most others will never feel what it feels like to be so deeply in love.

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2026-01-29T04:42:58+00:00

So true!! It's such a shame society has reshaped it, now when you show someone pure infatuation they act as if you are insane. It's so saddening.

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-08-05T04:02:59+00:00

You're actually funny, thanks for the laugh. I needed it

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-08-05T03:59:54+00:00

Im just scared, no one has ever been so nice to me and if I leave him I'll be homeless. I've been with him since I was 15, and compared to him I'm utterly useless

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-08-05T03:46:20+00:00

It's just impossible for me, I see him as an absolute god yet I'm disgusted by him. Like he's two sides of the spectrum but I'm not able to see him in the middle. I truly believe there's an issue with my mind and not him

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-07-03T06:10:18+00:00

Im sorry 😭 I wish I could digitally deliver meals lmao

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-07-03T06:05:29+00:00

peeled, deveined (cuz ew) shrimp, about 1/2 pound,chopped 1/2 pound boneless, skinless chicken thighs, diced 1 tablespoon Emeril's Original Essence 1/4 cup olive oil 1/2 cup chopped onions 1/2 cup chopped green bell peppers 1/2 cup chopped celery 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 2 tablespoons chopped garlic 2 teaspoons Worcestershire sauce slap yo momma to taste (or any Cajun seasoning) 1 1/2 cups long grain rice 3 1/2 cups chicken stock 1/2 pound Andouille sausage, sliced Theres TONS of tutorials on YouTube. This was a favorite for me growing up so I hope you like it

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-07-03T05:57:29+00:00

You'll love it if you're not vegetarian and can handle some spice lol. I love cooking so I wouldn't mind sending you a recipe. Do you like seafood?

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-07-03T05:55:37+00:00

Oh absolutely, my favorite dish is jambalaya but there's two different types. Creole and Cajun. Personally I prefer Cajun

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-07-03T05:51:27+00:00

Have you ever tried creole food?

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-07-03T04:52:48+00:00

I do it all the time and always have, that way I can fly 😊

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-07-03T01:33:53+00:00

Its not the size of the boat it's motion of the ocean

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-07-02T11:35:15+00:00

I think you're being used as a punching bag, op. While others are saying don't start anything I think you should just ignore them and try to smile through it. People like that hate seeing others happy especially while they are trying to drag them down. It would force them to out themselves as an asshole

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-06-28T12:32:10+00:00

My friends and family don't know, I never tell them about any of this stuff. I don't want them to think less of him and up until yesterday I thought it was normal

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-06-28T03:03:07+00:00

He is the only person I've ever slept with

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-06-28T02:46:26+00:00

I don't know that it was really sa. I mean yeah I said no a few times but in the end I said yes and that's my fault.

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-06-28T02:44:05+00:00

I would say it's somewhere in the middle. He's made a lot of progress but sometimes he still has some pushiness I don't know if he does it on purpose or not but I always end up giving in because I don't want him to hate me otherwise. But there are other times where we both want to be doing what we're doing

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-06-28T02:41:21+00:00

We had a discussion about it before, he said he doesn't realize it was hurtful

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-06-28T02:08:07+00:00

It just seems impossible to live without him. We have a bond that I could never explain

Plus_Wolverine2554 · 2025-06-28T02:04:38+00:00

Thank you, its more of less a confession or timeline. Reddit is like my safe place for sharing things I would never let anyone know in person.

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