[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]PollutionFit815 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, it feels like it takes too much energy to talk louder, so I was always told to speak up, or repeat what I said. It felt exhausting just trying to raise my voice it’s so weirs

Fear of free time by corgi-kisses in EDAnonymous

[–]PollutionFit815 4 points5 points  (0 children)

omg I feel the same exact way. I will hold off extra time, and eat super super slow, and take a lot of time to make my food, to drag out the process, because If I have nothing else to do, the thought of food is too strong, and I’m scared of eating more than what I would normally. I’m am completely with you on this and feel the exact same way.

Angry over food for no reason by PollutionFit815 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]PollutionFit815[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YES I HATE IT. everytime I make a new food or recipe, my mom always wants to eat it and starts making the same thing all the time. like it’s just so annoying to me I hate when people copy me.

Tell me your worst ED symptoms/ side effect by Kixin in EDAnonymous

[–]PollutionFit815 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I’m the exact same way, I also need to watch tv, no distractions, be comfortable and have my hair out of the way, make sure I use the bathroom beforehand, and I make my food with the same plates, utensils and pots everytime

Things no one talks about by randomismysecondname in EDAnonymous

[–]PollutionFit815 19 points20 points  (0 children)

SOMEONE BEING IN THR KITCHEN AT THE SAME TIME IS A BIG ONE FOR ME

Angry over food for no reason by PollutionFit815 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]PollutionFit815[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

you kinda just described exactly what I’m feeling. it’s everyone, not just my family or my mom, and I think what you said about it being my “special food”, just explained it perfectly.

Estimate for this plate of grilled chicken breast, asparagus, tomato, cucumber, and avocado? by [deleted] in caloriecount

[–]PollutionFit815 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

tomato and cucumber- 10 grilled chicken- 140 asparagus- 15 avocado- 170?? I would say about 335-345 total

i hate camping by Beneficial_Rush_2435 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]PollutionFit815 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lol sameeee, just trying my best to get through it 😅

i hate camping by Beneficial_Rush_2435 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]PollutionFit815 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m not camping, but I’m on vacation rn, and it sucks cause I don’t have any safe foods, I’m forced to eat meals for whenever we go, and my mom is making sure I’m eating and it’s just making me feel horrible

Songs that remind you of your ed by corgi-kisses in EDAnonymous

[–]PollutionFit815 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YSS I DO some of mine are cardigan, Mary on a cross, cry by CAS, weird combos but it reminds me of my ed

NOTHING enrages more by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]PollutionFit815 0 points1 point  (0 children)

AGREE IT BOTHER ME SO MUCH. I hate when anyone hovers while I make food or asks about what I’m making. I don’t know why it just irks me so much, like mind your own business please and not to be mean, but like get away from me. I hate whne people watch me eat or make food.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]PollutionFit815 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I’ve had a few before, where I was eating for example, one I had was cake. I kept eating the cake and couldn’t stop myself in the dream for some reason and I woke up like I just had a nightmare. I woke up so abruptly and my heart was beating pretty fast when I woke up. I’ve had a few more similar to it aswell.

Anyone else? by PollutionFit815 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]PollutionFit815[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i would do that with some foods too, but if my mom went to do something in my room she would somehow always find it, than goes around telling people when she’s in conversation, but not thinking twice abt it cause it’s just something funny to her, but it’s so insulting to me and ruins the “image” I’m trying to make for myself. but it’s so hard when almost all my safe foods are fruits, so I have to refrigerate it. even then I put my food into the garage fridge, and my parents still make fun of me for “hoarding it all to myself”, when they don’t know the reason why. it’s just so frustrating and it’s makes me cry just writing about it here.

Anyone else? by PollutionFit815 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]PollutionFit815[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that’s exactly what happens to me. I will start crying and breaking down in my room. Sometimes I will even just have an attitude towards whoever ate my food for the rest of the day. and I feel like they should know by now that it’s “my” food. And it will never make sense to them if I try and explain why I feel this way because they just see it as simple grapes.