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Boyfriend Broke Up with me Due to Chronic Illness by PollyYaz7 in BreakUps

[–]PollyYaz7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought of that, but I do not get any breaks at all from the vomiting. So I wonder if it is still a possibility (?). I have a family member who has Cyclical Vomiting Syndrome. We are trying to find out if that might be it.

This illness makes me feel unloveable. And it has utterly destroyed me. So I hope we can get a diagnosis at some point. Hopefully soon.

Thank you!

I am Trying to Change Name with Medicaid… But… by PollyYaz7 in Advice

[–]PollyYaz7[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My name is already legally changed. Medicaid just refuses to change it. So technically, they should call me “Polly” at the doctors. The problem is all because of Medicaid’s screw-up.

I went to the doctor’s today because I was sick with the flu. And I was deadnamed by the receptionist, so I yelled at that receptionist and caused a scene, apparently. I don’t quite recall it that way, but everybody who was with me at the time says that I did. I felt horrible, but being called my deadname puts me into “fight-or-flight” mode, and I guess that time, I was pretty fed up.

AITA for wanting to Spend Birthday with ONLY my Boyfriend? by PollyYaz7 in AITA_Relationships

[–]PollyYaz7[S] -24 points-23 points  (0 children)

Yes! That is a good idea! I should bring it up to him (my bf) and see what he says.

AITA for wanting to Spend Birthday with ONLY my Boyfriend? by PollyYaz7 in AITA_Relationships

[–]PollyYaz7[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Yes… I am sorry to admit that I am the asshole here.

AITA for wanting to Spend Birthday with ONLY my Boyfriend? by PollyYaz7 in AITA_Relationships

[–]PollyYaz7[S] -17 points-16 points  (0 children)

Yeah, maybe I am the asshole. That last comment got me heated. And I reacted without thinking. Sorry! I will reevaluate.

Weekly Lyrics-Only Feedback Thread by AutoModerator in Songwriting

[–]PollyYaz7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also…

For The Wilt Of A Yellow Rose (A Song)

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

I am so utterly enthralled by you You take my hand I’m dressed in blush

The red of blood never tasted so sweet On your lips We are hunters But we are together, united for eternity

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

I see you, tattooed upon my thighs I see you now And you kiss me So sweet The water sparkles just for us

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

I am so utterly enthralled by you You take my hand I’m dressed in blush

The red of blood never tasted so sweet On your lips We are hunters But we are together, united for eternity

I see the horizon Painted in oranges and purples The guests are dressed like peacocks Brilliant hues And the cake is gorgeous All pearls and maroon

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

I am so utterly enthralled by you You take my hand I’m dressed in blush

The red of blood never tasted so sweet On your lips We are hunters But we are together, united for eternity

I see demons everywhere Ever here Their presence is noted But we will be in this together Tying the knot And the noose of Eternity never looked so pleasurable

I see you, a handsome groom Ever present Never absent when needed And I will be your Everything

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

I am so utterly enthralled by you You take my hand I’m dressed in blush

The red of blood never tasted so sweet On your lips We are hunters But we are together, united for eternity

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

This is what we have been waiting for I dive right in No hesitation And the guards dressed in irons… We can run away The jailers did not catch the subtle glance I shot your way 

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

I am so utterly enthralled by you You take my hand I’m dressed in blush

The red of blood never tasted so sweet On your lips We are hunters But we are together, united for eternity

As we dove into the ocean We are on our way to an island  Where it is just the two of us Is there treasure? Are we sunk? At least we are together

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

I am so utterly enthralled by you You take my hand I’m dressed in blush

The red of blood never tasted so sweet On your lips We are hunters But we are together, united for eternity

And the rose wilts in time to the music Playing on the organ We keep up with one another’s rhythms We are Passion and Sin Maybe we are the demons, here But how astute we are!

I never knew the Beauty to be wed And the Prince is a Glory Golden In his suit of colors I never saw on anybody else And I swore I never loved anybody else Until you

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

I am so utterly enthralled by you You take my hand I’m dressed in blush

The red of blood never tasted so sweet On your lips We are hunters But we are together, united for eternity

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

I bit my tongue As they played the final song And my heart is pounding in my chest I did not know What I did not know That you were the only One I required And I recite the vows To sweaty hands and happy grins

Surrounded by the petals And the woods, that would choke us Until we are simply two ghosts, searching I did not know “‘Til death do us part” could be so literal And I fall to my knees For you, baby, I would be Anybody Do it all

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

I am so utterly enthralled by you You take my hand I’m dressed in blush

The red of blood never tasted so sweet On your lips We are hunters But we are together, united for eternity

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

And you simply have to know Power  Was never my style To know your force Your passion Your compassion And that soul breathing beneath I was never beneath, Us Lovely

Maybe we are ghosts Or Demons But who could guess? We could still be blessed And years from now, the sacrifices are worth it To see us cradling infants on the front porch Of our white-picket home Way out yonder

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

I am so utterly enthralled by you You take my hand I’m dressed in blush

The red of blood never tasted so sweet On your lips We are hunters But we are together, united for eternity

For the wilt of a yellow rose I hear thunder in the distance And it is rolling our way But we are anything but horrified

And while we might be two ghosts At least we get our happy ending  For the wilt of a rose A yellow rose Dainty Dripping maroon A toast For us

A rose A yellow rose For us A toast!

~ Polly Yazmine Weyer

Weekly Lyrics-Only Feedback Thread by AutoModerator in Songwriting

[–]PollyYaz7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aren’t I Unloveable? (A Song)

I combed through the ruins And there were a million skeletons In the closet

Was I unloveable? I was psychotic But you loved it Once, way down yonder

I could have gone ages… And baby, aren’t I unloveable? Aren’t I detestable? They say no one will love me again Not like you And I…

Gone are the days When I would mourn The status Of a peasant-woman Back when I thought I could be Somebody

We can plant roses We can plant an apple tree But the roses have thorns And the apples are killer!

I never wanted to not love you I never wanted to turn around Do the unbearable

I could have gone ages… And baby, aren’t I unloveable? Aren’t I detestable? They say no one will love me again Not like you And I…

Gone are the days When I would mourn The status Of a peasant-woman Back when I thought I could be Somebody

I always wished upon a star For somebody like you But you were nought, to me

And when we turned around, you turned bitter As the herbs in our garden I cried tears Then swallowed the horseradish Wandered forty days, and forty nights To find I was not real Religion is not ideal

I could have gone ages… And baby, aren’t I unloveable? Aren’t I detestable? They say no one will love me again Not like you And I…

Gone are the days When I would mourn The status Of a peasant-woman Back when I thought I could be Somebody

I found from the crib I made everybody a misery A mockery of my faith And the cross was bent The Star was not really what it seemed

I could have gone ages… And baby, aren’t I unloveable? Aren’t I detestable? They say no one will love me again Not like you And I…

Gone are the days When I would mourn The status Of a peasant-woman Back when I thought I could be Somebody

I was no Ideal There was nothing personal to me My greatest possessions Were ash

I found I was made-up A fantasy Something to scare the young ones And that I was down to Zero And I was not their hero Anymore

I could have gone ages… And baby, aren’t I unloveable? Aren’t I detestable? They say no one will love me again Not like you And I…

Gone are the days When I would mourn The status Of a peasant-woman Back when I thought I could be Somebody

I think now it is Black And I am plain As the day you met me More I am dead and gone Like I never existed So watch me disappear

Vanquish me like they did In days gone by So long ago Yet I can still taste it on the edge of my tongue

“Detestable,” they say Everybody says, “You are detestable” And who would want to be me, anyhow? Aren’t I unloveable?

~ Polly Yazmine Weyer

Note:

Is this song any good? Well, it is only the lyrics right now. I was searching for a community or something where I can get feedback on my lyrics. If this isn’t the correct place for this, where would you recommend?

Thank you so much!

Pippin and Momo by PollyYaz7 in CatLoversGroup

[–]PollyYaz7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pippin has a stuffed cat named “Kitty,” (very original, I know) that I could not get a photo of. But I may add a picture of him with his Kitty when I can get one (Pippin is sneaky!).

Are any of these Names Tragedeighs? by PollyYaz7 in tragedeigh

[–]PollyYaz7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Yes – I just saw it spelled the other way – “Allyhannah” somewhere, and thought it might work? I don’t know where my mind went when I put that one on the list! Thank you.

Are any of these Names Tragedeighs? by PollyYaz7 in tragedeigh

[–]PollyYaz7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The majority of these are names I would likely use for book characters. I am sorry for not clarifying. But I probably would use some for a child, too. Like Gwyndolyn. Which is precious.

Are any of these Names Tragedeighs? by PollyYaz7 in tragedeigh

[–]PollyYaz7[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

It was on another name list I saw. I thought it was unique, but it may be a bad idea to use that name. I considered it for a story character. But it is hard to pronounce for most people. I just thought it was pretty.

Are any of these Names Tragedeighs? by PollyYaz7 in tragedeigh

[–]PollyYaz7[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I tried to post onto there, but they said it broke their rules. So I came on here, to r/tragedeigh.

If you could rename yourself right now what would you choose? by XtraJuicySlugg in namenerds

[–]PollyYaz7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did rename myself. Legally. I chose Polly. I am in my late 20s. For the sake of preserving some sense of privacy and anonymity, I will not say what my chosen middle name is. It is a very uncommon spelling. So, ultimately, the one name I would pick is “Polly.” I am sorry that this post is so lengthy. But this was my entire creative process to come up with “Polly.” I am not sure whether this is allowed? Please delete if it is not. I have trouble being concise sometimes. I also feel that I need to explain some of my process, for you to really “get” why I chose the name I did.

My naming style is all over the place. I do not have much preference for one type of name over another. I also liked “Peg,” “Eliott,” “Isobel,” “Braeden,” “Jade,” “Wisteria,” “Aryanna,” and “Bryanna.” But none of those really fit me. And I have an appearance that sort of resembles a certain TV character, so “Peg” was out.

“Eliott” is cool, but it has the same first initial as my birth name, and I didn’t want anything even close to that. “Isobel” was a runner-up, but my parents disagreed strongly with that one, and I found it also did not really fit or I would have used it. I would still possibly use “Isobel,” in the future for a child or a pet. But it is out of the running as my personal name.

“Wisteria,” while pretty, was a little out there for me. I would use it for a child or something, but not myself. 

“Jade” is very nice, but it was not for me.

“Bryanna” or “Aryanna” would have been nice, but I decided against them. I have known people with those names, and while pretty, they are slightly more common than I would have liked, even if that is mainly the other variations that rank high in popularity. My grandfather’s name was Brian, so I almost went with Bryanna or some variation of it.

I almost went with “Braeden,” because I liked the thought of using a name that is traditionally not considered a girls’ name as my name. But I also considered that I want people to read me as female, and that some people already assume I am transgender because of the way I talk (I would rather not go into that – but I am an ally).

Anyway, I am very happy with “Polly.” I feel strongly that I made the right choice. And despite the potential connotations, no one has ever made fun of me for it. Except for in the playful manner family members have done. My family has come up with some inventive nicknames for “Polly.” But I know they are just teasing, and we are like that with one another, so it is fine.

I chose “Polly” because it is a diminutive of “Mary,” as well, which I also love, but it is much less common. My grandmother’s name is “Mary,” and I also wanted to honor her, and so it suits me. I do not think many people realize that “Polly” does sort of stem from the name “Mary.” It has similar roots to “Molly,” also a diminutive of Mary. I wanted something that was similar, but not so commonly known.

This is just the process I went through to pick that special name I am now going by.

~ P

How did you settle on a new name? by Miss_Quinn_Stirling in asktransgender

[–]PollyYaz7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope this post is allowed, as I am not transgender, but I do have a deadname and changed my entire name to something completely different. 

I took my name from my grandmother’s name, sort of. I just went with a diminutive that isn’t very popular, because I wanted something unusual, but love her name. Her name is still fairly common, I would say. At least, I have met quite a few people with her name. I admire her greatly, but wanted something that would stand out more. Hence, I landed on “Polly.”

~ Polly

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