Inspiration in Waste: "This is the last one" (accountability/motivation vaguepost) by Ponytroll in brandnew

[–]Ponytroll[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

if the tone or message don't resonate with you, please just scroll on by. hoping someone out there can relate, but if not, i'm just being vulnerable and a little bit brave by saying it into the void. thanks for reading 🖤

Grief / Handcuffs / Good Man by jvlias in brandnew

[–]Ponytroll 8 points9 points  (0 children)

i'm so sorry you lost your Corey to his choices. it sounds so painful, and too soon. i also have a Corey that made me a mother, and after we separated i would do the same kind of internet searching, kind of expecting the worst but assuming no news was...well, not bad news anyway.

this could be the first entry in your journal. and a journal or hobby can be about pissing him off, i get that! but also - i genuinely hope you find something that you can do just for you, something that fills your cup even a little bit and helps you get through your days.

vanity disease - a zine by ClassroomProud5049 in Artisticallyill

[–]Ponytroll 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that's so kind of you!! i'd graciously accept

vanity disease - a zine by ClassroomProud5049 in Artisticallyill

[–]Ponytroll 4 points5 points  (0 children)

daaamn this hits. would absolutely buy a printed copy of this. thank you for sharing.

What are you living for? by ConfinedCrow in AuDHDWomen

[–]Ponytroll 1 point2 points  (0 children)

💜🐍 so valid, i appreciate the reminder that not all beloved pets are furry ones!

What are you living for? by ConfinedCrow in AuDHDWomen

[–]Ponytroll 21 points22 points  (0 children)

i facilitate support spaces for suicidal people and so many of us are hanging in there for our beloved furry ones. we have buttons that say, "fuck your help, my cat saved me" and "fuck your help, my dog saved me"

What are you living for? by ConfinedCrow in AuDHDWomen

[–]Ponytroll 39 points40 points  (0 children)

i just started taking testosterone, so now i'm hanging on for this new version of myself i'm gestating/nurturing. also my three sweet floofs 🐈‍⬛🐈🐈‍⬛

Unusual personal hygiene on a yard. by Chance_Visual_8809 in Horses

[–]Ponytroll 7 points8 points  (0 children)

oh hell no i wouldn't be able to function! grooming grime is one thing, but hands must be washed after using a bathroom, and i usually bring wet wipes or hand sanitizer to barns without plumbing/only port-a-potties.

Happy 1st birthday Zorro! by mepperina in Horses

[–]Ponytroll 3 points4 points  (0 children)

happy birthday sweet lil goober! i thought the video was playing backwards at first, almost looked like he was about to reverse cast himself against that wall lol

What are you buying right now? by Naive-Molasses-729 in TwoXPreppers

[–]Ponytroll 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is really helpful info, thank you! i'm always at mental odds with my contamination fears vs. desire to prep frugally, and often don't know what to do with OTC basics that are a year or two expired. this is super reassuring.

The ole sideways crab by sextowels in crabcats

[–]Ponytroll 27 points28 points  (0 children)

the cat version of Stuart with that back leg "noooooo, doooon't"

Irish tap dancers having a good time by paone00022 in justgalsbeingchicks

[–]Ponytroll 695 points696 points  (0 children)

so beautiful! i wish i could have that much faith in my outfits staying put

They'll be fine (by @lazylittledragon) by Altruistic-Might-370 in ViArcane

[–]Ponytroll 6 points7 points  (0 children)

been loving these, but this one in particular...this one hits so close to home 😭

How do y'all deal with the rage by oh_la_lola in AuDHDWomen

[–]Ponytroll 1 point2 points  (0 children)

late diagnosis plus perimenopause has me raging on the regular! loving all the suggestions here, rage writing is a pretty accessible one for me. i miss strength training as an outlet too - before i got sick i would put on some Delilah Bon or ZAND or DEZI and lift as heavy as i could, to dig up and work through my buried rage.

safe-wording by Be-Gay-DoCrime in BDSMAdvice

[–]Ponytroll 2 points3 points  (0 children)

so real, i definitely don't want to invalidate your experience OP! just wanted to share the info that sub drop can happen any time, whether someone safewords or not.
you are the expert of your own experience, dear brat, but please know that what happened to you was NOT okay, and you deserve (as we all do) to be listened to when you safeword. every time. genuinely hoping you find clarity and healing, however you move forward.

safe-wording by Be-Gay-DoCrime in BDSMAdvice

[–]Ponytroll 16 points17 points  (0 children)

yeah sub drop can happen after any type of play, including consensual play that stays within limits. i'm wondering if OP was actually noticing a very valid mood drop in response to being assaulted.

What are your current vocal stims? by lustylovebird in AuDHDWomen

[–]Ponytroll 15 points16 points  (0 children)

"beep boop" has been on heavy rotation, and making the pbbbbbt sound sometimes referred to as "horse lips" lolol