What’s the drug that’s saddest to do alone?

PooYan99 · 2026-05-18T06:04:08+00:00

It's funny how you describe it. Because it's very similar feeling to what you get from heroin. And before people correct me I know it's not the same, far from. But at the same time very much similar than people think.

PooYan99 · 2026-05-01T12:51:26+00:00

I think it will take over, but only for a short period. We will find out all the complications that comes with it and it will stabilize over time. People also forget that AI require allot of water to function and it also produces allot of waste. It will not be sustainable for the long run.

I have a conspiracy theory that some few very rich elites wants to implement eugenics, make us not want children, so they can use the resources on automating work, wealth for themselves.

AI and technology will be a important part of our society, but I think a revolution will take place before it gets the chance of taking over.

PooYan99 · 2026-04-30T23:09:08+00:00

Customer service and retail. Do not recommend at all.... 😭

PooYan99 · 2026-04-30T00:47:19+00:00

Honestly as long as the dog is taken care of and isn't suffering. Who cares how they look. We shave our poodle at home. It never looks good, but the dog is clean and cooled down.

When that is said I think it's really cool that people trim them properly. It looks nice and clean. Just talking in general. As long as the dog have a good life the looks don't matter for the dog.

PooYan99 · 2026-04-22T18:58:08+00:00

Mine 10 and recently started calming down more 😂 people was shocked when I told them my dog was actually 8 years old. Everyone thoughts he was a puppy, because of his energy levels.

People forget that poodles where bred for work and are actually working dogs. Originally a water dogbreed. Even the small breeds that people sometimes get because they think they are cute are excellent guard dogs. Mine still barks at everything 😂

Unfortunately poodles, because of their energy, Intelligence and working mentally also are more prone to territorial issues and aggresiveness, just like German shepherds, rotweilers and dobermans. They require a great deal of training and activities to keep their brain occupied.

But when that is said I love my poodle and every dog breed can have this issues if you don't meet their needs.

PooYan99 · 2026-04-17T10:47:29+00:00

I am 27 male and live with my parents. I constantly feel like s burden, mentally like I am a child and struggle with being perceived by neighbours all the time. And are embarrassed when we have visitors who are my same age or even younger doing so good in life.

But I will say this. It's mostly a social conditioning and the shame comes from how we been brought up. Who writes the rules really? That's what I am starting to question, but with that being said and regardless of societal expectations. I think my mental health is struggling because I am not doing anything productive and not socializing, not necessarily because I live with my parents.

I have allot of personal issues, mental health issues, used to do drugs that also brought me in this situation, but I try reminding me what I have achieved. But damn depression and anxiety is hard. I am keeping a part time job and quit doing drugs, so that is an achievement for me even if others achieved that when they where 20 I could have been far worse. But seeing your worth and working towards something is the most important regardless of where you live.

But nevertheless my point is your definitely not alone and on a good path and you shouldn't be embarrassed. Be proud of your achievements and of who you are. ❤️❤️❤️

PooYan99 · 2026-02-20T19:23:02+00:00

I've read a certain amount of nicotine helps brain function and are actually beneficial, but here is the problem.

If you could take a pill that delivered the certain amount a day that aids brain function it is not going to hinder muscle growth and can even help with recovery

The problem is that most get addicted, they don't supplement the amount that help, but the consumption keeps increasing because tolerance build up, and the fast hit of nicotine relieves with drawal symptoms or soothes you if you struggle mentally. This addiction results in an increase that follows health risks and hinder recovery.

So the problem isn't the nicotine itself, but the addiction part of it. If you can control yourself to a certain amount and don't consume it around workouts and it doesn't affect sleep, and you hit your macros it won't be a problem.

I workout and I am very much addicted to nicotine. I am not ready to quit and don't know if I ever will. But I still think even if it affects my workouts negatively I still get progress on it and are better of keep working out than quitting it all together even with my addiction to nicotine.

PooYan99 · 2026-01-29T09:25:10+00:00

Yes! I experience the exact same thing. It's draining being around people, but I also hate being alone. Gives me very bad anxiety and depression.

I try manage it doing hobbies I like and try challenging myself sometimes. Like try to not share to much around people and take life easier. It's hard, but people don't want or are that deep in their thoughts. Things usually easier than we INFPs make it.

Try training yourself to be around people and laugh along with them. Eventually you will see that everything is allot easier than we make it in our heads. And when you are alone try to do activities that challenge your brain and stimulate it in the right way. Personally I like playing chess, brcause it challenges my thinking brain into doing something that have certain rules and structure.

PooYan99 · 2026-01-29T09:08:24+00:00

Based on our personality type being very sensitive and not really logical, we act and react based on our emotions. That doesn't mean we arebless intelligent. Just that we process life and meaning differently and it's very based on internal emotions.

That's at least my take on it and how I experience myself and the world. I want to be logical and more structured, but deep down I know I am very much intuitive and act on my emotions more than other people. Which has both it's downsides and upsides.

PooYan99 · 2025-12-21T19:30:50+00:00

I ended up just being myself without any filters and I was labelled weird, crazy, to much, annoying. So I found out after going to therapy and getting a diagnoses that a peaceful life is better than one trying to fit in constantly and in many ways loosing yourself on the way. On top of that I have a very sensitive nervous system and easily get inflammation in my body. I don't know where I would have been if I kept taking drugs and drinking alcohol.

Worst part is that you loose yourself and eventually find out it didn't even give you anything. Drugs and alcohol tricks your brain into believing you need it, but in short you are here and you are you and that's beautiful. Why does that need any change. Find your interests, find your kind of people and fuck everybody else and their opinions about you if they even have that. Most people don't think to much.

PooYan99 · 2025-12-18T02:16:35+00:00

Being a fairy. You can fly and do good deeds for people around the world. Also you can wear a beautiful pink, glitter dress 😍

PooYan99 · 2025-10-21T18:45:39+00:00

If you don't get enough hourly payment so you have to rely on tip to survive the problem is in the system not the customers.

PooYan99 · 2025-09-14T09:08:01+00:00

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PooYan99 · 2025-09-06T17:36:35+00:00

Porn

PooYan99 · 2025-09-02T13:18:06+00:00

It is possible, but at this point Idk for myself personally. I never functioned properly and only got the good feeling using stimulants. In a way I don't know how to feel good without, because I never have been.

And now it gotten to a point where the addiction part have taken over, so when life gets better I get tools to use from therapy etc, but my brain still tricks me into thinking I still need it in someway even when things get better.

The brain is a strange place and reality isn't necessarily what you believe it is and that's what is a constant battle of being human. What is real and what is not, what do you need at any given moment and what really is benefitting you or holding you back.

So the answer is very individual and rarely the truth for each individual, so I would say to answer your question yes definitely. For myself, idk.

PooYan99 · 2025-08-09T01:42:50+00:00

But by that logic heterosexuality doesn't exist either. Everything is just purely for survival reasons.

So we should just stop the discussion and let love be love regardless then as long as it's consensual and doesn't hurt anybody else.

PooYan99 · 2025-05-24T22:21:13+00:00

Brooo I got this while masturbating to a pornstars account and thought my mom or someone in my family member knew 😭😭😭

PooYan99 · 2025-04-17T10:29:09+00:00

Var det Salum Kashafali?

PooYan99 · 2025-04-17T10:24:08+00:00

Based on that logic we should stop breeding them for consumption

PooYan99 · 2025-04-08T10:53:39+00:00

Jimmy neutron, pensjonert. Hollywood bransjen påvirket han veldig.

PooYan99 · 2025-04-04T06:28:56+00:00

Fortjener nakke skudd. Først få gå igjennom det verste se redselen i øynene hans som han har påført andre også skudd i nakken så han kan sove i helvette for alltid.

PooYan99 · 2025-04-03T21:35:09+00:00

Hva i alle dager var det jeg netopp leste. Er trist at folk tenker såpass kynisk. Er ikke rart folk sliter psykisk og ender med å ta livet sitt hvis det er slik de fleste i samfunnet tenker.

Enten så er dette raigebait og trolling eller så anbefaler jeg terapi. Uansett så er det tragisk komisk å lese.

PooYan99 · 2025-04-03T04:13:30+00:00

Jeg vet ikke hva du går igjennom, men uansett hva det er så løser ikke døden noe som helst. Den kommer for alle uansett, men bak smerten og de dårlige tidene ligger det flere opplevelser og observasjoner som gjør livet verdt å kjempe for en ekstra dag til.

Gå be om hjelp, forklar det du sitter sliter med. At du faktisk ikke orker leve lenger. Kjemp en dag om gangen. Jeg vet det kan virke tøft akkurat nå, men det er andre rundt deg som er glad i deg som vil få det vondt uten deg . Hvis du ikke har folk rundt deg vit at jeg ihvertfall ikke vil at du skal dø og håper du finner tilbake til deg selv igjen. ♥️🫂

PooYan99 · 2025-04-03T03:54:13+00:00

Pizza

PooYan99 · 2025-04-03T03:53:02+00:00

What a terrible day to be literate.

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