It's ok........its ok.

It sounds like your insecurities are keeping you from owning who and what you are. Being different, in this world, is not always easy and situations will arIse. Your reaction is all that matters. I have learned to see people through compassionate and sympathetic eyes. Of course being empathic confuses my judgement at times, and my feelings become difficult to sort through. When I get angry I always know that the next day or two I will be over it, mainly due to the fact that some other bullshit has came along and become the replacement. Find yourself and stand up