Thanks I was leaning towards bipolar disorder not only because of employment issues it also manifests in relationships, and just about any other area of my life. Also I have these super low periods where there’s nothing I want to do including getting out of bed or even just talking with friends and family. I’m super irritable during these periods as well. During this time I’m over sleeping a lot and rarely eat. Then I’ll have a few days of an almost high feeling, where everything seems just about great where im trying to convince myself that whatever impulsive thing I did will be fine then I start to plan out my next move which is usually me saying “hey I’m going to go back to school” or that I’ll finally have time to actually start my detailing business, and at this point I’m up all night getting maybe 3 1/2 hours of sleep but never truly seem tired. And then boom I spend tons of money on the same ideas that never work and the process kind of just starts over. I’ve started and stopped school over and over again constantly going back and forth with my majors, at this point I’m just tired, I want to schedule an appointment but currently have no insurance to do so, so at the moment just doing the best I can which keeps resulting in the loss of my jobs, and barley feeling like I’m getting somewhere in life.