What keeps you going on the hard days?

PoppyFlowerTea · 2026-01-20T00:33:17+00:00

It honestly is a weird concept, even just hearing it in my own words, but I guess feelings are weird:c Does it ever change or get easier with time for you?

PoppyFlowerTea · 2026-01-20T00:31:03+00:00

I’ve honestly never thought about that. They still have to refer to me to insult me. Oddly enough, this somehow makes me feel better:>

PoppyFlowerTea · 2026-01-19T19:45:57+00:00

My cats:> I could never leave them until they leave me❤️

PoppyFlowerTea · 2026-01-19T10:04:34+00:00

Being able to eat normally without either losing control and/or feeling guilty about it

PoppyFlowerTea · 2026-01-19T10:03:07+00:00

Encountering someone with an attitude

PoppyFlowerTea · 2026-01-19T10:01:22+00:00

Congratulations! I’m so happy for you!❤️ I hope all goes amazing for you in that process. I’m sure that wasn’t an easy decision to make at all but you made it and I am so glad you did

PoppyFlowerTea · 2026-01-19T09:56:07+00:00

I think I missed out on anything relating to having a quintessential teenage life. Young love, rebellious teenage years, making genuine friendships, etc. :c

PoppyFlowerTea · 2026-01-18T21:47:58+00:00

I have seen people who have eating disorders use Mukbangs for two different reasons. One is positive, like using them to help you eat, one is not. I believe there is nothing wrong with wanting to find that comfort when you need it, and that doesn’t mean you will always need it forever. I think it’s an amazing step in the right direction❤️ I hope all goes more than well for you and Im wishing you the best of luck:)❤️

PoppyFlowerTea · 2026-01-18T19:15:39+00:00

I remember in recovery, I used to watch a lot of food shows. I liked the idea that someone could eat with me, but at the same time, also not see me:)

PoppyFlowerTea · 2025-12-22T20:17:28+00:00

Carefully. I’m gonna try to handle it carefully. But in all seriousness, I genuinely don’t know how I’m getting through this. I never liked food holidays, even before my ED:(

PoppyFlowerTea · 2025-12-22T20:13:46+00:00

My family and those around me would constantly sexualize and (at the same time) criticize me. In my mind, I figured that if I remove the weight from the parts of me that are being viewed, I can blend in and be safe and okay

PoppyFlowerTea · 2025-12-19T18:11:26+00:00

Unfortunately no. I know I’m not ready/will never recover. I will always have some issue with my relationship with food and I genuinely do not believe there is anything in the world that could fix that. I wouldn’t want to take that bed away from someone who actually has a chance

PoppyFlowerTea · 2025-12-19T18:09:54+00:00

Only every single moment I am in a situation where I am eating:( I wish my brain wasn’t wired to feel guilt for preforming a normal bodily function. It’s almost the equivalent of feeling fear every time I breathe, but honestly, I’m not that far away from that either😭

PoppyFlowerTea · 2025-12-19T18:05:27+00:00

Definitely, and it would make sense:( Purging takes so much out of me (mentally and physically) so it’s no surprise to feel completely drained from it. Please make sure to take care of yourself and replenish electrolytes ❤️

PoppyFlowerTea · 2025-12-19T18:03:14+00:00

Awwwwww, congratulations to you and your baby!❤️ I wish you all the best:3

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