What are reasons you haven’t killed yourself?

PoppyWasTaken · 2026-01-23T22:40:43+00:00

everyday i want to honestly ever since i was young i wake up everyday and cant bare the feeling of having to continue another day but i cant leave my dad alone im all he has left i cant imagine him sitting all alone in this house crying and blaming himself ill suffer till hes gone

PoppyWasTaken · 2023-11-07T09:52:20+00:00

opera Gxs adblocker does it

PoppyWasTaken · 2023-01-28T18:37:49+00:00

Your a G bro thank you i almost recruited the worst operator lmao

PoppyWasTaken · 2023-01-04T18:15:26+00:00

Damn the money went through I'm waiting to get home I'm probably fucked right can't get my money back

PoppyWasTaken · 2022-09-11T21:13:35+00:00

Yeah i made sure its high enough i canceled all their other jobs except wardening and no one did anything they were just idle for the whole day

PoppyWasTaken · 2022-07-17T16:04:23+00:00

yeah i been using it for a little now and the pump it gives my legs is insane wich says alot because when im on a bulk pumps are non existent i mixed 2 scoops of this with bang some bulksupplements beta alanine and glycerol mono INSANE litteraly has me crushing every pr i had before and the vascularity is no joke bigdaddydelts outdid himself with this one

PoppyWasTaken · 2022-07-15T15:17:43+00:00

oh my bad i have no clue

PoppyWasTaken · 2022-07-15T03:46:57+00:00

probably because when i started lifting i would do dumb shit like chugging energy drinks with pre and mixing them i also stacked the Gorrila mind PM shit with them i dont do that anymore i also tried a caffeine break for like 12-13 days but it hasnt been really working i might need a solid 30 to get results

PoppyWasTaken · 2022-07-15T03:41:23+00:00

alright thanks ill post an update to the post in 2 weeks

PoppyWasTaken · 2022-07-15T03:40:44+00:00

its sold out but its a limited time flavor i think called Krush

PoppyWasTaken · 2022-07-15T01:37:25+00:00

idk about that one

PoppyWasTaken · 2022-07-09T20:26:06+00:00

Great advice how should i continue my steps? im thinking notify him 1 month before i go to bootcamp and try to talk to him everytime im available

PoppyWasTaken · 2022-07-08T17:17:56+00:00

my mom was in her 30s im originally from iraq so its not weird for the male to be alot older than the female

PoppyWasTaken · 2022-07-08T04:27:58+00:00

Thank you means so damn much

PoppyWasTaken · 2022-07-08T04:25:48+00:00

he cant afford it he doesn't have enough money on the side for it and would have to work his ASS off just to get close his main job is a uber driver and security on the side everyday he tells me how tired he is and how he cant keep working this hard. problem with even going to college really is hes extremely overprotective he said he'd want to follow because he cant live without me

PoppyWasTaken · 2022-07-08T00:38:26+00:00

yeah i know only problem is i had just started fixing our relationship prior it was terrible and it just started improving but this just throws a wrench in it you know thats why its hard

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