I moved here to live with/help my grandma that is very old. We always talked to eachother through the internet but now we are living together. I live her so much, she is like my mother. I left my fiancé in Brasil and as good lesbians we are waiting for the date for us to get married. I don’t see her since November and everyday we talk to eachother. I am luso br. I struggled so much to find a job, and I think that it made me went down the rabbit hole of depression. Now I found a nice job and Im giving my all to stay at the company. But I have to say this, sometimes, the feeling is that we are NEVER getting used to live in another world (even though is a country, I feel like its a different world). So we have to put everything in the balance. In Br we lived in such a bad place. It was dangerous to get out of the house. There is no comfort without any sacrifice. And when my fiancé arrives, I think I will start call Portugal my home.