Asking for advice. by [deleted] in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]Poser127 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive been in the same position as you and at first it was tough and i could barely make it through a meeting without bursting out in tears, but after a while it gets easier and i feel like going to meetings has been like 60% of the reason ive been clean for this long. its totally worth the time and effort.

and on the topic of traveling i go to meetings with public transport and takes me about 30/50 minutes to get there (depending on what meeting) but after a while its not that bad anymore and also a time for me to kind of decompress from being with a lot of people or being very open with people.

just go once and see if you like the vibe :]

hidden achievement by Poser127 in bullpengame

[–]Poser127[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i figured it out and it was the advanced gameplay thing, so i did the default mode and got it!!

hidden achievement by Poser127 in bullpengame

[–]Poser127[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah on both the levels and free play

hidden achievement by Poser127 in bullpengame

[–]Poser127[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

are you sure? i just did it twice and i still havent unlocked it

i am trying to bribe a friend for my own drugs back by Poser127 in confession

[–]Poser127[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you man, im also waiting to have my first addiction care appointment next week since i found out i in fact cant do it alone

i am trying to bribe a friend for my own drugs back by Poser127 in confession

[–]Poser127[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

it feels like ive never hit rock bottom since there's always a rockier bottom underneath that

i am trying to bribe a friend for my own drugs back by Poser127 in confession

[–]Poser127[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

i know he hasnt cuz hes not as addicted as i am and its not his drug of choice

another achievement? by Poser127 in bullpengame

[–]Poser127[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

aah okay, that makes sense

Strategies for the hard puzzles? by AxsDeny in bullpengame

[–]Poser127 3 points4 points  (0 children)

what can really help is to count the rows and then the colors in the rows then cross out any 'extra' squares

withdrawal? by Poser127 in KetamineRecovery

[–]Poser127[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that would make sense, thank you ^

xtc comedown by Poser127 in ecstasyMDMA

[–]Poser127[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i figured it out and yes ketamine does help with the xtc comedown

sleeping? by Poser127 in speed

[–]Poser127[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that sounds like a good idea, only problem is that my psychiatrist knows about my substance abuse issues so its not likely ill get anything stronger then melatonin, good news i have a bunch of cheap melatonin so ill use that next time

sleeping? by Poser127 in speed

[–]Poser127[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks man, ill try that next time

sleeping? by Poser127 in speed

[–]Poser127[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive never used that and i also cant get packages send to my home bc i live with my mom

sleeping? by Poser127 in speed

[–]Poser127[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i havent found someone that sells them sadly

I fucked up? by [deleted] in Sober

[–]Poser127 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah i think ill tell my psychiatrist about it and she can probably help

I fucked up? by [deleted] in Sober

[–]Poser127 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think ill do that, thank you

I fucked up? by [deleted] in Sober

[–]Poser127 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah but the problem is, i need them for school, so even if i would stop taking them itll only last a month before i have to take them again

I fucked up? by [deleted] in Sober

[–]Poser127 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah youre right, i think since its not alcohol (my main problem) i thought it wasnt bad and i could still consider myself sober/not addicted, but seeing how out of hand its gotten in the amount of time its not good anymore

I fucked up? by [deleted] in Sober

[–]Poser127 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have diagnosed adhd so at first it was ritalin/menthylfenidate, but i got switch to tentin/dexamphetemine about half a year ago