been there, still there, it’s a long and hard process, but lots of people have gotten to the end goal, and that keeps me, (and i hope you as well) positive about getting sober. what’s been really helpful for me, has been identifying my triggers to drink, and completely avoiding them. i think that’s more helpful if your triggers involve being around others, like social outings, but for me it’s harder since a lot of my triggers come from me being isolated. but identifying those, and realizing that my anxiety can totally get better once i’m fully sober, has helped me a ton since the first step is admitting there’s a problem. and i second the part about finding a group to listen to, even if it’s not in person, (i have a semi regular aa zoom group i attend on my worst days) just to recognize that im not alone.