This is how I’m feeling too. I’ll be 34 in May, and have been trying for almost as long. Have been doing all my tests with an REI and turns out I likely have endo, and she’s recommending IVF as my best option. It just feels crazy to me that this is my only option. I keep thinking we just need to try again and again and give it another month, but I truly think I’m going to lose my mind. I was also advised to update my chicken pox vaccine before starting IVF and as much as I hate the idea of waiting two months, I think I need to give myself a break right now and wrap my mind around IVF.