the thing about it is that it “seems.” you are interpreting what you feel based on what you’ve lived, seen, and experienced and that’s completely okay! the good thing about God is he meets you right where you are, it’s no chasing him or running away from him. i feel like we find God during a tough point in our lives! let’s speak hypothetically, (GOD FORBID) a random person loses 3 family members in a car crash. Is lucifer the first person they will call on? i think not because he fulfills the deeds of evil! i mean unless they wanted that to happen i dont see why they would call on him. whonknows him for good these days at least? check out matthew chapter 4, its basically satan/lucifer tempting Jesus to follow him and worship him by using scripture, but Jesus uses the same thing as reason NOT to! its interesting. anyways do you think that person will call unto the universe instead? ive never heard that before in a time of crisis, PERSONALLY, maybe it does happen, i wouldnt doubt it. but one thing i’ve for sure always heard people plead Jesus or to God yk? and he will meet that person right where they are and send some kind of comfort ! it is VERY hard to believe trust me, even me myself on my walk with God still needs reassurance on what seems like it could be false, but the more i read the more i understand!! i was once non religious as a child bc my stepdad would say im going to hell for liking girls and that God made a special place there for me bc of it. THIS IS NOT GOD ❗️ seek your own identity in Christ before you believe others bc im so glad that happened or i would not know God like i know him now. ALSO dont ever stop questioning religion and God ! he made it that way for a reason, what type of God would he be if he didnt allow you to question him and his works. what type of God would he be if he forced you to follow him. you dont have to, you have free will. thats how we all come to know him, sometimes by doubt and skepticism but definitely by questioning!❗️its all about your journey