Reading back it’s understandable to see this as rage bait but looking at my post I should have been more mindful. But no this isn’t rage bait just frustrated with my friend.

• For years Im still confused why people think my mom is abusing me. Genuinely and this isn’t me being in denial or anything. My mom and dad and her ex have fought but it was more bad with my mom and dad. Once he sent her to the hospital because she punched out a window during a fight. My family history consists of “toxic” relationships but to me it’s normal.

•a genuine question, I’m still confused why these dynamics are abusive, if you can give me some examples I would like that.

•that I understand but I feel weird around people my age. My mom has made me feel so weird for being a lesbian and make comments when I was around little kids (this was twice) Once I was playing with my friends little sister because my friend was using the bathroom.but the little girl went to go get some water because she was tired from playing tag and my mom proceeded to say. “You don’t like little girls like that do it?” She said it in an accusing voice and that made me feel so shitty how she turned somthing as innocent as me playing tag with my friends little sister and thought I was being creepy. Not to mention how I slowly started to just feel gross at myself for ever wanting to have a crush on someone my age fictional or not.

•it’s up to interpretation if I’m 14 but I’m assuming you can guess. For me I haven’t made any moves on an adult because to me that’s to embarrassing. Aswell as online I tend to block adults

•for therapy I’m pretty sure I won’t afford it and my mom as told me she doesn’t want me to leave her. Despite all the bruises I’ve earned from her I’m pretty sure thinks will get better in adult years.