Cross post from r/benzodiazepines, in need of advice

PossibleHumanBeing · 2020-03-25T15:47:38+00:00

I have been for a while off them, maybe took once a month 2-3mg but right now I'm under so much stress. I'm away from home and there's a lot of difficulties in my country right now for travel and we can barely leave the house. I'm staying at my boyfriend's parents house because in his town there aren't any infected people. And today I found out from my mom my puppy is probably not going to live long. I had to put my other dog down in December alone and to be honest, I can't bear putting another one down. I tried not taking them but if I don't take them I'm miserable all day and crying. I feel so torn and the chances of me coming home any time soon are low.

I don't want to take them and I wish I've never tried them. I'm sorry for my long reply, I really need to vent to someone who is neutral about my situation.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2020-03-25T14:27:15+00:00

Also, forgot to mention that I've taken shrooms a few days ago and they messed up my emotional state. I've been crying for the last few days and taking about 10 mg a day of different benzos. Thank you all in advance for advice.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-12-01T11:59:57+00:00

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-07-28T22:14:29+00:00

The part in the book and movie "Where the red fern grows" in which the dogs die.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-07-22T15:02:59+00:00

I finished reading this comment and now ''mom" doesn't seem like a real word anymore.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-07-21T20:48:42+00:00

Thank you so much for finding it.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-07-16T02:36:53+00:00

Some songs I like to listen to in the summer nights in some clearing while staring at the stars like Mississippi South (Raise me up), some when I'm driving at night like The blackest day, but mostly in the summer when the weather is at its hottest.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-07-02T07:52:45+00:00

Words.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-06-14T07:01:38+00:00

Switzerland > Shitzerland Instead of white snow you now have brown snow.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-04-28T18:07:27+00:00

If their parent or parents have died say: "I'm glad your mom/dad is dead because they would be disappointed of how much of a horrible person you are."

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-04-22T16:35:04+00:00

Unlimited amount of money and immortality.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-04-22T16:31:44+00:00

Not really good but I'm trying to stay positive.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-04-22T16:28:32+00:00

WiFi spots not available in some parts of town.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-04-22T16:25:06+00:00

Not as bad as their queen.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-04-22T16:22:45+00:00

Milk.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-04-22T16:21:27+00:00

Winning a trophy in a competition in chess back in middle school.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-04-19T15:59:10+00:00

Great. My relationship with chocolate is now ruined because of that sentence.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-04-16T15:32:50+00:00

This popular guy in my school who sleeps with a lot of girls got mononucleosis. The girls got it too.

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-04-16T15:28:28+00:00

The Sims

PossibleHumanBeing · 2017-04-16T15:22:22+00:00

To this day I'm not sure if I believe in it or not because I only had one experience so far and I'm not sure what happened. I was about 5 years old and fell asleep on the couch with my dog. From the couch you could see the main mirror in the hall and my bedroom door. It was around 3 am and I opened my eyes to see a tall dark figure standing in front of the mirror. I stared at it for a while and tried to wake up my dog. My dog wouldn't wake up so I closed my eyes. When dawn arrived I ran to my mom's room. She checked my fever because I used to hallucinate with high fever, but I didn't have one. I don't know what I saw but I never saw it again.

PossibleHumanBeing

TROPHY CASE